Friday, 25 March 2011
The End
Is this The End? I honestly thought there would be no need for this Chapter, but as a famous former Prime Minister once said "events dear boy, events". All was going to plan with The Punk Poet and BASILDON BABE - THE BEST OF SHOTGATE SLUT JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON both available on mainland Europe without me having to go public in the UK as for obvious reasons I dont want either released in `Dear Old Blighty` until after July 2011. I thought I had said `all I`d needed to say` and that my story was complete but earlier in the week a friend, (GB) told me "your x is trying to get her story into a national newspaper". Taylor was unaware that a journalist from THE TIMES newspaper had visited my home and read all the documents. In fact Alice Fishburn was so impressed she took photo-copies of the evidence. Timed and dated proof confirming my children had been `violently threatened and verbally sexually abused` by julie taylor johnson`s perverted boyfriend richard grimson. Alice followed up this first meeting with me by interviewing Sam and arranging for her photographer to take pictures. So let nobody deny the 100% truth - that being my children were - with the knowledge of my ex-wife, her pondlife parents and best friend sally prevost `violently threatened and verbally sexually abused` by grimson. For-the-record prevost was not only a `nasty bit of work` who betrayed my sons by giving alibis to taylor johnson during the early stages of her affair with grimson - she was a `ungrateful cow` - as in 2004 when her own husband Simon was cheating on her with a women from Enfield - not only did I let her and son michael stay at `our house` - but as she was short of money I also lent her £500. But still she `covered-up` grimson`s perverted behaviour - she knew it was taking place because Sam told her. I understood that prevost had been taylors `best mate` since schooldays - but does that justify `protecting` a borderline paedophile? The vile behaviour of grimson is a FACT that is confirmed in various legal documents and was admitted by julie taylor johnson herself to social worker peter brown. She confessed during a face-to-face meeting with mr brown at Ely House in Basildon. A confession that was witnessed by Sam. When I heard she was trying to `gag` the press at first I laughed and then I reacted. I contacted the newspaper and said "My name is Garry Johnson and I understand you intend to libel me". After giving them my story and providing them with timed and dated evidence I said: "I have no problem with you publishing her version of events but on one condition. And if you agree to that condition I wont even demand a `right of reply`. The condition: I said as long as you start the interview by asking my ex-wife: "Is it true that your lover richard grimson violently threatened and verbally sexually abused your children? And did he make disgusting boasts about sick sex sessions involving you, your 4-year-old daughter and claim he`d taken photographs?" I said ask her that and you can write whatever you want about me without any fear of `comebacks` or lawsuits for libel. If my X denies it she is `blatantly lying` to you as she knows his sick and vile behaviour is known to the police, social services and cafcas. And more imporantly it is known to her. I added "before she answers you must inform her that you will be talking to Basildon Police and reading Social Service and Cafcass documents. This was an important warning, if they failed to act they would knowingly be allowing her to libel me. As my X knows the Police, Social Services and Cafcass are all aware that grimson made perverted boasts about `sex sessions` with my daughter involving himself, JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON and photographs. And to prove I was telling the truth I offered to provide all the legal documents. Documents that have been seen by 2 national newspapers, 2 MPs and that have been used as evidence at The High Court when I appeared in front of Lord Justice Munby. It was his Lordship that lifted all `reporting restrictions` about my case - a fact that my ex-wife had `forgotten` to mention to the newspaper. Likewise it slipped her memory to inform the newspaper that she admitted everything about the sick behaviour of her perverted lover to Essex social worker peter brown - now would I risk naming mr brown if I was lying? At Ely House PORNE Star JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON confessed to mr brown that her boyfriend did `violently threaten and verbally sexually abuse her children`. She admitted she knew all along that Sam and Adam had been telling the truth. Taylor also `forgot` to tell the newspaper that grimson was a former pimp with a 15-year history of abusing, threatening and intimidating women and children. (information I obtained from his relative) She also forgot to mention his mental condition and that he refused to take a Lie Detector Test. So as I said to the newspaper "you write whatever you want about me - please do - I have nothing to hide - I want every single fact of my story in the public domain - it is what I`ve always wanted" That is why wrote The Punk Poet. I would love nothing more then for her to libel me in the national press - it would be a dream come true and great publicity for my book. But as long as the newspaper starts the interview with the question I have demanded - I will not demand a `right of reply` or sue them for libel - but I will sue the bollocks off julie taylor johnson for slander. So dont just `watch this space` look out for what is said in the papers.
Tuesday, 15 March 2011
Revenge Is A Dish Best Served Cold
As Johnny Rotten once sung "Problems, problems, problems". What now I can you hear you thinking?
Well Sam has just finished reading The Punk Poet and now knows that his former mum is not only a serial adulterer who put `sex romps with strangers` before her family, but is also a former stripper and porn star.
His reaction "I knew she was a slag but to be honest this has shocked me". This is an important incident to put on-the-record as throughout the Divorce Hearing julie blatantly lied to the court that Sam and Adam had read The Punk Poet.
I swore on oath that they hadnt but as usual I was called a "liar". The fact is I decided both boys were too young to read such an adult account of my life story.
But now Sam is almost 19 so I let him decide if he wanted to read about his dad`s past as a football star, teenage tearaway and punk poet.
And of course if he read the `good & bad` about me he had to read the `nice & naughty` stuff about his ex-mum.
My life story is not just a 100% factual account about me it`s also the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth about my marraige and the `life and times` of julie johnson.
And this is part of the `problem`. Sam is not that bothered about his mates reading the book coz as he said "They all know she`s a f*****g slag".
It`s true as they all know about ian flemming, tibbs jnr and her perverted pimp boyfriend richard grimson (now in Wisbech and formerly of 40 Hyde Road Wickford) but he is `worried` about them seeing her in porn movies like Basildon Babe saying "my mates will take the right mick out of me".
He also knows now that his former mum has a `past` and that when I first met her she was having an `affair` with a married man called Derek.
This led to her `fighting/clashing` in the street with the wife and being named in the Divorce. So as I said to Sam "Sorry mate but she does have a history of adultery with married men" reminding him both grimson and flemming were married when she was `cheating` with them.
Sam is also concerned about Adam and his mates getting their hands on a copy of the dvd. I have promised Sam that her porn movie Julie Taylor Johnson/The Best of Basildon Babe will only be on sale in Europe.
But I can understand his `worries`. I can see where he`s coming from as I found showing clips to 2 old mates who knew julie and a new `friend` who sees her on a daily basis `pretty awkward`.
To be honest I felt as if I was `betraying her`.
It was also embarrassing when the coppers laid out a few of her porno pictures in front of me & my old mate Ian Ashby and said "Do you recognise this women?"
I tried to make a joke of it by replying "Well yes I was married to her for 15 years". But it was still awkward having to look at her with legs spread apart and wearing nothing but black stockings in front of three other blokes. I thought to myself "how many other cops in the station have seen these?"
Quite a few I would guess.
Outside Basildon Police Station Ian (my legal adviser) joked "All them times I met your julie at parties and weddings I never imagined I`d see her looking like that".
Part of me was `sort of sad` but I thought "f*** it there only pictures, the pervert grimson, flemming, tibbs, hymas and the rest have all seen her naked in the flesh". So I soon stopped feeling `sad or guilty`.
But back to my `problem` - Adam leaves school in June and the plan was to `publish and be damned` - but now I`m worrying in case copies of the dvd do end up in Wickford or Basildon.
I have been assured that Basildon Babe starring julie taylor johnson will not be available in the UK and as far as I know that is the truth.
But another problem.
One of julie`s `fans` from her pub stripping days has contacted me & claims to have seen clips of her in porno movies and keeps contacting me for a copy of BASILDON BABE.
His name is Nick and his number is 07969 258113 - at first I thought this was a form of `entrapment` so I gave his details & copies of emails to Social Services.
But he could be `kosher` as he gave me his home address in East London and said he used to watch her stripping in various East End pubs.
He described her perfectly and even knew she was from Walthamstow and what car she drove in 1988.
I still aint sure if he`s genuine or if I`m being `set-up` by her people like `the wiggins` or paul wellings.
My money is on paul `pj` wellings as he hungout in strip pubs throughout the 80s and in 2006 begged me for copies of julie`s porno pictures.
Still as a precaution I covered myself by giving the timed & dated emails from this Nick Lightbown character to peter brown.
Well Sam has just finished reading The Punk Poet and now knows that his former mum is not only a serial adulterer who put `sex romps with strangers` before her family, but is also a former stripper and porn star.
His reaction "I knew she was a slag but to be honest this has shocked me". This is an important incident to put on-the-record as throughout the Divorce Hearing julie blatantly lied to the court that Sam and Adam had read The Punk Poet.
I swore on oath that they hadnt but as usual I was called a "liar". The fact is I decided both boys were too young to read such an adult account of my life story.
But now Sam is almost 19 so I let him decide if he wanted to read about his dad`s past as a football star, teenage tearaway and punk poet.
And of course if he read the `good & bad` about me he had to read the `nice & naughty` stuff about his ex-mum.
My life story is not just a 100% factual account about me it`s also the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth about my marraige and the `life and times` of julie johnson.
And this is part of the `problem`. Sam is not that bothered about his mates reading the book coz as he said "They all know she`s a f*****g slag".
It`s true as they all know about ian flemming, tibbs jnr and her perverted pimp boyfriend richard grimson (now in Wisbech and formerly of 40 Hyde Road Wickford) but he is `worried` about them seeing her in porn movies like Basildon Babe saying "my mates will take the right mick out of me".
He also knows now that his former mum has a `past` and that when I first met her she was having an `affair` with a married man called Derek.
This led to her `fighting/clashing` in the street with the wife and being named in the Divorce. So as I said to Sam "Sorry mate but she does have a history of adultery with married men" reminding him both grimson and flemming were married when she was `cheating` with them.
Sam is also concerned about Adam and his mates getting their hands on a copy of the dvd. I have promised Sam that her porn movie Julie Taylor Johnson/The Best of Basildon Babe will only be on sale in Europe.
But I can understand his `worries`. I can see where he`s coming from as I found showing clips to 2 old mates who knew julie and a new `friend` who sees her on a daily basis `pretty awkward`.
To be honest I felt as if I was `betraying her`.
It was also embarrassing when the coppers laid out a few of her porno pictures in front of me & my old mate Ian Ashby and said "Do you recognise this women?"
I tried to make a joke of it by replying "Well yes I was married to her for 15 years". But it was still awkward having to look at her with legs spread apart and wearing nothing but black stockings in front of three other blokes. I thought to myself "how many other cops in the station have seen these?"
Quite a few I would guess.
Outside Basildon Police Station Ian (my legal adviser) joked "All them times I met your julie at parties and weddings I never imagined I`d see her looking like that".
Part of me was `sort of sad` but I thought "f*** it there only pictures, the pervert grimson, flemming, tibbs, hymas and the rest have all seen her naked in the flesh". So I soon stopped feeling `sad or guilty`.
But back to my `problem` - Adam leaves school in June and the plan was to `publish and be damned` - but now I`m worrying in case copies of the dvd do end up in Wickford or Basildon.
I have been assured that Basildon Babe starring julie taylor johnson will not be available in the UK and as far as I know that is the truth.
But another problem.
One of julie`s `fans` from her pub stripping days has contacted me & claims to have seen clips of her in porno movies and keeps contacting me for a copy of BASILDON BABE.
His name is Nick and his number is 07969 258113 - at first I thought this was a form of `entrapment` so I gave his details & copies of emails to Social Services.
But he could be `kosher` as he gave me his home address in East London and said he used to watch her stripping in various East End pubs.
He described her perfectly and even knew she was from Walthamstow and what car she drove in 1988.
I still aint sure if he`s genuine or if I`m being `set-up` by her people like `the wiggins` or paul wellings.
My money is on paul `pj` wellings as he hungout in strip pubs throughout the 80s and in 2006 begged me for copies of julie`s porno pictures.
Still as a precaution I covered myself by giving the timed & dated emails from this Nick Lightbown character to peter brown.
Tuesday, 22 February 2011
The Last Word
I`m living proof that if you fight hard enough you can beat the system but us mere mortals stand no chance against the big fella in the sky.
When he decides your "time is up" its up.
I spent yesterday at Basildon Hospital having various tests and at long last my medical problem was finally diagnosed.
After a decade of being poked and probed and getting nowhere it was confirmed that I have `liver damage`.
The Doctor said "Mr Johnson you must stop smoking and drinking with immediate effect" adding "we have found chronic damage to your liver"
At this point I stopped listening and felt sick. He added something like "the tests should be around 20 but yours is 42". I didnt have a clue what result he was on about and after that everything went hazy.
When I said "but I aint never smoked in my life and stopped being a heavy drinker about 18 years ago" it was obvious he didnt believe me by the look onhis face.
I said "are you sure it aint down to me drinking too much coffee or red bull?" and he replied "definetely not".
He put me on medication called Diclofenac and I gotta go back in 2 weeks for a scan.
As soon as I got home I Googled liver disease, my symptons and Diclofenac. At best I might have scirosis of the liver and worse case scenario is cancer.
It got me thinking about my funeral and last requests.
I want my own song "If Looks Could Kill" played in church but dont want a single soul at my funeral - that includes Sam and Adam as I dont want there last memory of me to be as a rotting corpse in a wooden box.
I want them to remember me telling jokes and making them laugh.
I will leave them all I have and also a long list of last requests.
I will ask them to honour my memory by carrying out my last wishes.
I want them to promise me on my death bed that they will never ever talk to `her` (jtj), the taylor family, sally prevost, paul wellings or any of the Welsh mob.
And that they will never forgive the `lying scum` that is julie taylor johnson for what she did to them or me.
I am 100% confident that both boys will never forgive or forget her various boasts outside the gates of Hilltop School.
When I was sent to prison she was overheard saying "I did it I got him locked up" adding "I`ll be having a good drink tonight"
And boasting "The best thing I ever did was having an affair - I lost Sam and Adam - but I got the house"
But those comments getting back to us wasnt just down to her boasting within earshot of other mums at the school gates.
She also sent both boys a number of `spiteful` emails which are now in the hands of Social Services.
Outside Hilltop she `celebrated` when I was sent to prison, the boys put into care and then made `homeless`.
When she heard Sam and Adam were living in a hostel she laughed sneering "Good" and when they were moved to a rundown housing estate she found it hilarious.
She sent vile emails calling them "Chavs".
But she hadnt done her `homework` as both boys dont live in "Alcatraz" - they live on the edge of the new part of the estate.
So once again she acted with hate in her heart and hadnt got her facts right.
If they really want to honour my memory they will never talk to the evil slag who cheated on the three of us with a perverted pimp, a supermarket worker, a copper and then kept my dad`s death from us.
A women who took my daughter, stole my money and took there home.
I now my boys will never forgive or forget the boast she has made to various people.
She has bragged:
"Having an affair with was the best thing I ever did - it lost me Sam and Adam - but sleeping with richard got me a house"
Even as death looms I can still take a positive from a negative - I might be dying but I will go to my grave knowing that both boys will never betray me.
They will always be loyal to my memory.
Alive and ill I have never asked SAM and ADAM to disown taylor or her low-life family, they decided to do so because of her disgusting behaviour and adultery with grimson, flemming and tibbs junior but when I`m dead I know the taylor family will try to get at them.
For 20 years they hated me alive and in death they will set out to destroy my good name and smear my character.
This is why I have written a "wish list" and a number of instructions for Sam and Adam plus various timed and dated letters for PRINCESS.
I know both boys will never betray my memory and will always remain loyal to the dad who "loved them to bits.
They must never forgive or forget what the selfish and spiteful taylor did to them or me - the serial adultery, the lies to the police that got them put into `care` and there `devoted dad` sent to prison, stealing my money and their home plus 101 other "crimes" that I will repeat in my last letter.
And worst of all siding with her perverted boyfriend when he violently threatened and verbally sexually abused them.
I am 100% confident that SAM and ADAM will carry out my wishes and never betray my memory because they will always love me as much as I loved them.
There will be NO "step-dads" or various "uncles" taking my place or filling my shoes.
Why have I written this list?
It goes without saying why taylor tops the list - but "for the record".
1. Eight months of adultery - October 2004 to June 2005.
2. The `sexual disease` - December 2004 to January 2005.
3. Stopping me from seeing my daughter June 2005 to March 2011
4. Allowing grimson her perverted pimp boyfriend to violently threaten and verbally sexually abuse my children - June 2005 to March 2007.
5. Lying to the police and Social Services to get me put in prison and the boys into care.
How about that for starters?
Now for the taylors.
My x mother-in-law and former grandmother to my kids provided 6 months of false alibis about shopping trips to Basildon when jtj was out and about with grimson.
She lied that her daughter was visiting Medoc Close when she was really at 40 Hyde Way.
Mr taylor who when I told him that grimson was violently threatening and verbally sexualy abusing his former grandchildren rather then protect them or go to the police - he complained to the courts and my solicitor that I was "harrassing" him.
I have timed and dated copies of my letters to him alerting him to the vile and disgusting behaviour of his daughters `lover` and he did nothing.
That is nothing apart from accusing me of "harassment" and if anyone doubts any of the above I have obtained a handwritten timed and dated letter he signed and sent to my solicitor. The original will appear in the book.
And now for the `welsh mob`. How did sharon williams - sister of jtj react when she was informed by me that her former nephews and niece were being violently threatened and verbally sexually abused by grimson?
Did she report the former pimp to the police?
No.
She sent a handwritten letter to my solicitor acussing me of "harrasment".
I have obtained a copy of her letter which will also appear in The Punk Poet.
It is fortunate that both letters are handwritten as they can not deny writing them. And as I have timed and dated copies of the letters I sent them they can never claim that they were unaware of the violent threats or the verbal sexual abuse.
Vile and disgusting behaviour carried out by grimson and `covered-up` by julie taylor johson.
The fact is that every one of the taylor family knew that grimson boasted of sick and perverted sex sessions involving both my 5-year-old daughter and ex-wife.
As did sally prevost who also did nothing to protect my children - but who was happy to give jtj alibis when she started her affair with grimson.
And if there are still any doubters out there the book will also include quotes lifted direct from court statements which confirm:
"Both boys suffered as a result of a campaign of terror and harrasment by richard grimson"
These will not be my `words` or my opinion but quotes from Judgements, Social Services statements, Cafcass reports, legal documents and police records.
And as you know all these people `hated me` and until recently were `taken in` by the lies of julie taylor johnson.
But even they in 2006, 2007 and 2008 criticised her for doing nothing about the vile and disgusting behaviour of her peverted boyfriend richard grimson.
QUOTES to follow asap...
When he decides your "time is up" its up.
I spent yesterday at Basildon Hospital having various tests and at long last my medical problem was finally diagnosed.
After a decade of being poked and probed and getting nowhere it was confirmed that I have `liver damage`.
The Doctor said "Mr Johnson you must stop smoking and drinking with immediate effect" adding "we have found chronic damage to your liver"
At this point I stopped listening and felt sick. He added something like "the tests should be around 20 but yours is 42". I didnt have a clue what result he was on about and after that everything went hazy.
When I said "but I aint never smoked in my life and stopped being a heavy drinker about 18 years ago" it was obvious he didnt believe me by the look onhis face.
I said "are you sure it aint down to me drinking too much coffee or red bull?" and he replied "definetely not".
He put me on medication called Diclofenac and I gotta go back in 2 weeks for a scan.
As soon as I got home I Googled liver disease, my symptons and Diclofenac. At best I might have scirosis of the liver and worse case scenario is cancer.
It got me thinking about my funeral and last requests.
I want my own song "If Looks Could Kill" played in church but dont want a single soul at my funeral - that includes Sam and Adam as I dont want there last memory of me to be as a rotting corpse in a wooden box.
I want them to remember me telling jokes and making them laugh.
I will leave them all I have and also a long list of last requests.
I will ask them to honour my memory by carrying out my last wishes.
I want them to promise me on my death bed that they will never ever talk to `her` (jtj), the taylor family, sally prevost, paul wellings or any of the Welsh mob.
And that they will never forgive the `lying scum` that is julie taylor johnson for what she did to them or me.
I am 100% confident that both boys will never forgive or forget her various boasts outside the gates of Hilltop School.
When I was sent to prison she was overheard saying "I did it I got him locked up" adding "I`ll be having a good drink tonight"
And boasting "The best thing I ever did was having an affair - I lost Sam and Adam - but I got the house"
But those comments getting back to us wasnt just down to her boasting within earshot of other mums at the school gates.
She also sent both boys a number of `spiteful` emails which are now in the hands of Social Services.
Outside Hilltop she `celebrated` when I was sent to prison, the boys put into care and then made `homeless`.
When she heard Sam and Adam were living in a hostel she laughed sneering "Good" and when they were moved to a rundown housing estate she found it hilarious.
She sent vile emails calling them "Chavs".
But she hadnt done her `homework` as both boys dont live in "Alcatraz" - they live on the edge of the new part of the estate.
So once again she acted with hate in her heart and hadnt got her facts right.
If they really want to honour my memory they will never talk to the evil slag who cheated on the three of us with a perverted pimp, a supermarket worker, a copper and then kept my dad`s death from us.
A women who took my daughter, stole my money and took there home.
I now my boys will never forgive or forget the boast she has made to various people.
She has bragged:
"Having an affair with was the best thing I ever did - it lost me Sam and Adam - but sleeping with richard got me a house"
Even as death looms I can still take a positive from a negative - I might be dying but I will go to my grave knowing that both boys will never betray me.
They will always be loyal to my memory.
Alive and ill I have never asked SAM and ADAM to disown taylor or her low-life family, they decided to do so because of her disgusting behaviour and adultery with grimson, flemming and tibbs junior but when I`m dead I know the taylor family will try to get at them.
For 20 years they hated me alive and in death they will set out to destroy my good name and smear my character.
This is why I have written a "wish list" and a number of instructions for Sam and Adam plus various timed and dated letters for PRINCESS.
I know both boys will never betray my memory and will always remain loyal to the dad who "loved them to bits.
They must never forgive or forget what the selfish and spiteful taylor did to them or me - the serial adultery, the lies to the police that got them put into `care` and there `devoted dad` sent to prison, stealing my money and their home plus 101 other "crimes" that I will repeat in my last letter.
And worst of all siding with her perverted boyfriend when he violently threatened and verbally sexually abused them.
I am 100% confident that SAM and ADAM will carry out my wishes and never betray my memory because they will always love me as much as I loved them.
There will be NO "step-dads" or various "uncles" taking my place or filling my shoes.
Why have I written this list?
It goes without saying why taylor tops the list - but "for the record".
1. Eight months of adultery - October 2004 to June 2005.
2. The `sexual disease` - December 2004 to January 2005.
3. Stopping me from seeing my daughter June 2005 to March 2011
4. Allowing grimson her perverted pimp boyfriend to violently threaten and verbally sexually abuse my children - June 2005 to March 2007.
5. Lying to the police and Social Services to get me put in prison and the boys into care.
How about that for starters?
Now for the taylors.
My x mother-in-law and former grandmother to my kids provided 6 months of false alibis about shopping trips to Basildon when jtj was out and about with grimson.
She lied that her daughter was visiting Medoc Close when she was really at 40 Hyde Way.
Mr taylor who when I told him that grimson was violently threatening and verbally sexualy abusing his former grandchildren rather then protect them or go to the police - he complained to the courts and my solicitor that I was "harrassing" him.
I have timed and dated copies of my letters to him alerting him to the vile and disgusting behaviour of his daughters `lover` and he did nothing.
That is nothing apart from accusing me of "harassment" and if anyone doubts any of the above I have obtained a handwritten timed and dated letter he signed and sent to my solicitor. The original will appear in the book.
And now for the `welsh mob`. How did sharon williams - sister of jtj react when she was informed by me that her former nephews and niece were being violently threatened and verbally sexually abused by grimson?
Did she report the former pimp to the police?
No.
She sent a handwritten letter to my solicitor acussing me of "harrasment".
I have obtained a copy of her letter which will also appear in The Punk Poet.
It is fortunate that both letters are handwritten as they can not deny writing them. And as I have timed and dated copies of the letters I sent them they can never claim that they were unaware of the violent threats or the verbal sexual abuse.
Vile and disgusting behaviour carried out by grimson and `covered-up` by julie taylor johson.
The fact is that every one of the taylor family knew that grimson boasted of sick and perverted sex sessions involving both my 5-year-old daughter and ex-wife.
As did sally prevost who also did nothing to protect my children - but who was happy to give jtj alibis when she started her affair with grimson.
And if there are still any doubters out there the book will also include quotes lifted direct from court statements which confirm:
"Both boys suffered as a result of a campaign of terror and harrasment by richard grimson"
These will not be my `words` or my opinion but quotes from Judgements, Social Services statements, Cafcass reports, legal documents and police records.
And as you know all these people `hated me` and until recently were `taken in` by the lies of julie taylor johnson.
But even they in 2006, 2007 and 2008 criticised her for doing nothing about the vile and disgusting behaviour of her peverted boyfriend richard grimson.
QUOTES to follow asap...
Tuesday, 8 February 2011
Legal Documents Social Services Statements & Medical Records
"The truth the whole truth and nothing but the Gospel truth 2005 to 2011" but dont just take my word for it as this Chapter will include extracts from all the original documents that were put before the "Mickey Mouse" courts of Southend, Chelmsford, Colchester, Romford and Basildon plus the `kosher` High Court in London.
I am legally allowed to do this because Lord Justice Mumby lifted all reporting restrictions related to my case.
On this blog version I will be `lifting` quotes from Social Services & Cafcass documents and comments from various Judgements.
But in the book I will be using photo-copies of the original documents.
The reader will be able to see how Social Services, Cafcass and even the judge all condemned the behaviour of perverted pimp richard grimson and see how the judge criticised julie taylor johnson for refusing to deal with the fact that her boyfriend had violently threatened and verbally sexually abused our three children.
Taylor still tells her family and friends she had no affairs and that Adam never caught her with flemming or half-naked and "in the act" with grimson.
And she lies about the verbal sexual abuse and violent threats her perverted boyfriend inflicted on her children.
But I am about to publish the comments of social workers and the words of the judge. And in doing so I will expose her as a blatant liar.
I am legally allowed to do this because Lord Justice Mumby lifted all reporting restrictions related to my case.
On this blog version I will be `lifting` quotes from Social Services & Cafcass documents and comments from various Judgements.
But in the book I will be using photo-copies of the original documents.
The reader will be able to see how Social Services, Cafcass and even the judge all condemned the behaviour of perverted pimp richard grimson and see how the judge criticised julie taylor johnson for refusing to deal with the fact that her boyfriend had violently threatened and verbally sexually abused our three children.
Taylor still tells her family and friends she had no affairs and that Adam never caught her with flemming or half-naked and "in the act" with grimson.
And she lies about the verbal sexual abuse and violent threats her perverted boyfriend inflicted on her children.
But I am about to publish the comments of social workers and the words of the judge. And in doing so I will expose her as a blatant liar.
Wednesday, 26 January 2011
Manna From Heaven (Vindicated)
Exciting news has just arrived for inclusion in the re-print of The Punk Poet.
I was hoping for a big trial at Basildon Crown Court with the details splashed all over the local press and tabloid newspapers - but I have already got a "not guilty".
And trying to take a `positive` out of a `negtive` at least I have legally "cleared my name".
Three police investigations and the CPS have found me "Not Guilty" of any crime.
I have been vindicted.
It is now accepted by all concerned that every allegation in The Punk Poet is fact.
Every word about perverted pimp richard grimson and the relevations about julie taylor johnson are true.
The legal letter from my top London based Criminal solicitors to my Family solicitor dated 4th January 2011 states:
"We understand that you act on behalf of Garry Johnson named in connection with a matter of Family Law.
We are asked to write in respect of a contact application made by our mutual client in respect of his daughter, who he has not seen for some considerable period of time.
We understand the basis of this are allegations made by his ex-wife about various matters relating to Mr Johnson and things that he is supposed to have done.
We can tell you that our involvement in this matter was to act on his behalf when he was arrested in relation to allegations made by his ex-wife that he had posted on the internet various false and damaging assertions about her.
We can tell you that following police investigations this was found NOT to be the case and that the allegations were for want of a better way of putting it malicious on the part of her.
He has not been subject to any prosecution and it is quite clear that the matter was for want of a better expression, manipulated by her to reflect upon him but that he had in fact NOT done anything which could or should be regarded as being wrong.
We trust that this information may be of assistance to you and if necessary, we can probably provide you with further information from our police station file if it were to be necessary"
(a copy of the original letter will appear in the book)
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That legal letter and no action by the Police or CPS confirms I have never "lied" about or `libelled` julie taylor johnson or her perverted boyfriend richard gimson.
Every word, allegation and revealing fact in The Punk Poet is now accepted as the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
There can be no more denials from JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON about making the porno movies SHOTGATE SLUT or BASILDON BABE or BLACK STOCKINGS AND BLOW JOBS denying that former pimp grimson violently threatened and verbally sexually absused our children.
Likewise the content of her medical records or past as a "dirty dancer".
And lets not forget julie personally handed over to the police her`porno poloroids` when she attempted to frame me.
I am hoping the publication of this legal letter will finally convince any doubters that every single word, sentence and paragraph that appears in THE PUNK POET is the gospel truth.
I was hoping for a big trial at Basildon Crown Court with the details splashed all over the local press and tabloid newspapers - but I have already got a "not guilty".
And trying to take a `positive` out of a `negtive` at least I have legally "cleared my name".
Three police investigations and the CPS have found me "Not Guilty" of any crime.
I have been vindicted.
It is now accepted by all concerned that every allegation in The Punk Poet is fact.
Every word about perverted pimp richard grimson and the relevations about julie taylor johnson are true.
The legal letter from my top London based Criminal solicitors to my Family solicitor dated 4th January 2011 states:
"We understand that you act on behalf of Garry Johnson named in connection with a matter of Family Law.
We are asked to write in respect of a contact application made by our mutual client in respect of his daughter, who he has not seen for some considerable period of time.
We understand the basis of this are allegations made by his ex-wife about various matters relating to Mr Johnson and things that he is supposed to have done.
We can tell you that our involvement in this matter was to act on his behalf when he was arrested in relation to allegations made by his ex-wife that he had posted on the internet various false and damaging assertions about her.
We can tell you that following police investigations this was found NOT to be the case and that the allegations were for want of a better way of putting it malicious on the part of her.
He has not been subject to any prosecution and it is quite clear that the matter was for want of a better expression, manipulated by her to reflect upon him but that he had in fact NOT done anything which could or should be regarded as being wrong.
We trust that this information may be of assistance to you and if necessary, we can probably provide you with further information from our police station file if it were to be necessary"
(a copy of the original letter will appear in the book)
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That legal letter and no action by the Police or CPS confirms I have never "lied" about or `libelled` julie taylor johnson or her perverted boyfriend richard gimson.
Every word, allegation and revealing fact in The Punk Poet is now accepted as the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
There can be no more denials from JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON about making the porno movies SHOTGATE SLUT or BASILDON BABE or BLACK STOCKINGS AND BLOW JOBS denying that former pimp grimson violently threatened and verbally sexually absused our children.
Likewise the content of her medical records or past as a "dirty dancer".
And lets not forget julie personally handed over to the police her`porno poloroids` when she attempted to frame me.
I am hoping the publication of this legal letter will finally convince any doubters that every single word, sentence and paragraph that appears in THE PUNK POET is the gospel truth.
Friday, 14 January 2011
My Way - The Final Chapter
"And now, the end is near as I face the final curtain
Regrets , I`ve had a few, but then again, too few to mention
Yes, there were times, I`m sure you knew when I bit off more then I could chew
But through it all, when there was doubt
I ate it up and spat it out
I faced it all and I stood tall and did it my way
For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has nought
To say the things he truly feels and not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows and did it My Way"
And those lyrics be they sung by Frank Sinatra or Sid Vicious sum up my life.
I always did it `my way` - not always the right way - many times the wrong way - but still proud to say "my way".
The fact is everything that happened in my life was mostly down to me - the good, the bad - the gains, the losses.
But the truth is I had no control over the `major event` that shaped my life as I did not choose my parents.
I was not to blame for my dad walking out or my mum moving to Manchester - as I was only a kid.
But I aint bitter - as you must always take a positve from a negative,
Example:
If my dad hadnt "fucked off" with his latest `fancy women` then years later I wouldnt of met julie and had my children.
Some people believe in religion - but I prefer fate and the message of the movie Sliding Doors.
The truth is I have only realised in recent years that the selfish behaviour of my parents had such a massive or negative influence on me.
Example:
I now know that my dad was a "selfish bastard" who never loved me - but dont get the violins out - cos I`m fucking glad.
But I do wish the `penny had dropped` in the 1990s.
A old mate of mine Fergie would leave the room whenever my old man entered.
He would say "I`m sorry Gal but I cant stand your dad - he is so up himself" adding "He`s one big-headed selfish bastard"
I wasnt offended - as I`ve always liked people who speak their mind - I would just laugh or even defend him.
But Fergie saw right through him and my big regret is that I didnt.
The truth is I was such a "up and happy" person when I met julie - and it werent just the speed and the Charlie - it was because for 15 years I`d hardly seen my dad and that was how I liked it.
And to further prove that every word in The Punk Poet is the 100% truth I will pay julie another tribute which this time has nothing to do with her "bedroom peformances" or "porno films".
Shortly after we met and thinking she was doing the `right thing` julie re-united me with my dad.
At the time I thought I was genuinely "pleased" but with hindsight it was the biggest mistake of my life and our relationship.
As you can not recreate "Happy Families".
This book is not a hatchet job on julie for being unfaithful or on my dad for being a `selfish bastard`.
It`s just the truth as I want everything out in the open and on-the-record and to prove the point I also criticise my mum.
When I met julie I had hardly seen my parents for 15 years and I was more then happy for that to continue.
And to be honest so were they.
I was the black sheep of the family and that`s how I liked it - and how it should of remained forever and a day.
Example:
Both had re-married but in 15 years I had neve been part of their new families - nor had I wanted to be.
Then as now I dont do or believe in second families - as they are also `second-best`. In my honest opinion second marraiges are a sham as you only fall in love once.
We only have one genuine `Soul Mate`.
Two incidents from my childhood standout.
The one and only time I visited my mum in Manchester she said "Dont call me mum in the garden in case the neighbours hear - as they dont know about you"
And my dad allowed the woman he married to have me put into care.
This is getting hard to write now and I think I`m beginning to `ramble` but I`ve got to get everything on-the-record before its too late.
I have since page one been 100% honest and told the absolute tuth about everything so I cant start censoring things at this late stage.
Fact 1.
The boys and me no longer have any contact with my low-life dad because he sees my ex-wife on a weekly basis.
And I am not `sad or bitter` because it is great to finally have him out of my life - I have not seen or spoken to him for 2 years and I genuinely feel so much better for it.
It is such a relief to finally get him out of my life.
Its not just the fact that he `socialises` with my ex-wife, I also hate the bastard because he`s slagged off my children,
I was given this info by one of my oldest friends, whose mum and dad looked after me when I was a teenager.
She said "Gal you are not going to like this but I spoke to Chas earlier and he really slagged off your boys - he called them all sorts"
That was enough for me to finally end all ties with him. She added "And he still sees julie and was going on about how pleased he was about her engagement"
I knew nothing about this - but I trust this person 100% - and added "My mum and dad would be disgusted by some of the things he said about the boys and you"
I wont name this female who has a boys name - as like everyone featured in this book I am "more than happy" to protect the identity of the innocent and only name the "guilty".
Proof:
The relative of grimson who contacted me about his `perverted past` - I did not name her because she feared reprisials.
I said just enough in case julie wanted to contact her on Facebook by giving a list of clues in the Chapter "New Evidence`
For-the-record her surname was the same as a Eastenders/Bill star whose house julie and me me visited in Herongate/Brentwood.
Likewise Fat Gary - the scum who boasted to my son "I`m a face in Canning Town" and who comes into daily contact with Princess
I didnt give his surname to Social Services or the police cos I aint a grass. And I didnt name his Coke dealer - I just gave a clue.
Saying It`s the same name as a character from Corrie and Star Trek (and rhymes with burk)
Fact 2:
And no contact with my mum for over a year because we found out she met julie in a Basildon McDonalds and spoke to her at a funeral.
Fact 3:
I now feel just like I did in the 15 years before I got married and that is "Free of my past" and the unwanted influence of my parents.
To be honest this final chapter is the hardest to write as I`ve discovered how various childhood events shaped my character and helped to destroy my marraige.
As I hadnt had much contact with my parents since the age of 12 - not a single Xmas or Birthday spent with either of them - I didnt realise how `dangerous` and `upsetting` being reunited with them would be.
And to be honest neither did julie as I genuinely believe she had my best interests at heart - she had no idea the can of worms she was opening.
For aout 15 years I had been seperated from my parents - I werent bothered and neither were they.
And that aint "front" on my part - I had somehow got involved in the wacky world of Showbiz and was living every boys dream of "Sex & drugs & rock`n`roll".
I had a fucking fantastic life and never really thought about my parents or my childhood.
This next bit for now will be written in sections as I have `Writers Block`
Mum:
I was a major dissapointment and nothing I did was ever good enough for her. Even before my dad left and she fucked off to Manchester with her `toy boy` I was not the snotty son she longed for.
My mum wanted a posh little brainbox with a college boy haircut and middle-class manners - but I was a football fanatic who didnt like school, hated the police and had a number 3 crop.
I was a "teenage tearaway` at Eleven and banged-up in Boyles Court Remand Home before I was 12.
So maybe she had good reason to be dissapointed in me - but was that really "grounds" to fuck off to Manchester?
Now before I married julie I had never met any of my mum`s husbands family - not once in Fifteen years - but within weeks of marrying julie the pair of us were invited to a party at Barking Town Hall.
All of a sudden I excisted - but I was so wrong to get involved with "Families Reunited".
Over the years my mum said and did things that at the time I either ignored, didnt take seriously or mis-handled.
She said things to cause friction between julie and me or to undermine my wife and looking back I didnt `protect` julie or consider her feelings.
I thought wrongly that because I have always gone through life "not giving a monkees what other people think of me" that julie should think the same.
Example:
My mum would always make comments about julie`s appearance and how little she ate - and I would say "ignore her, she`s jealous"
I`d try and explain my mum was a lifelong and failed member of Weightwatchers who would give her right arm to be a size Eight.
The truth is she was jealous of julie`s looks and always making negative comments about everything from the kids behaviour to how much money we spent on what she considered "daft things"
I think she even resented our nice big 4-bed house because I got it without ever having a proper job.
Looking back there was even a pattern in her behaviour - just as I had always been a academic failure - she started saying things about my children being mote interested in football then school work.
She`d comment on their bedtimes, diet and cockney accents - at the time - as is my way - I just igmored them or laughed them off - but I should of put my foot down.
Julie would often say "Your mum dont like me" and I can still hear myself saying "Bollocks" or "So what, who cares?".
But julie was "spot on" as since the divorce my mum claims "I never liked her from day one" as if I should be impressed - I werent as she was "slagging off" the mother of my children - she didnt understand that cos julie hated me and wanted me `dead` the feeling does not have to be mutual.
The only people who have genuine reasons to hate julie are my children - likewise they are the only ones with the `right` to slag her off.
I dont "slag her off" and never have apart from the first 2 weeks after she left and various people can confirm that as fact.
The most important being my children.
Social Workers, Cafcass, friends have all remarked how I dont appear bitter and how I have never said anything "nasty" about her.
And I am proud of that - I can look myself in the mirror and say "Loyal throughout and loyal to the end"
My solicitors would say "Garry you have got to take our advice and say something negative about mrs johnson"
I refused and would only tell the truth - they would say "She is taking advice from her solicitors and telling lies about you - and you must do the same"
They did not understand that "loyalty" can not be watered-down.
And just as I have not told a single lie or made one false claim in this book I would not lie in Court.
I have never lied to my sons about their former mother - as I wrote in "THE GANGSTER OF SLANG" and said to both boys "grimson had some kind of hold over her" and "it was her solicitors who told her to lie about the 3 of us in court".
But back to my mum.
Her past-divorce behaviour proves to me that she was always looking to cause friction and believe me she did.
The truth is I never wanted to play "happy families" with my mum and dad - I tried my best but after 8 years the novelty wore off and I couldnt pretend anymore.
I hated them and their partners kissing and cuddling my children - I would get "stressed" the day before they visited and would stay "stressed out" until they left.
The fact is I gave it my best shot because I honestly thought my kids would benefit from having grandparents - that was one of the biggest mistakes of my life.
I aint being nasty or spiteful but my Wedding Day was without doubt the "worst day of my life" NOT the marrying julie bit- that was a dream come true - as I loved her to bits and fancied her like mad.
The reason I hated every minute and felt sick and disorientated throughout was because my mum and dad were there - it was the first time I had been in the same room as the two of them since I was 13.
I only got through the day because Garry Bushell slipped me a few lines of Charlie - it took the edge off - but I hated being in the same room as them and there poxy partners.
Dad:
What can I say about this c**t?
As a little kid he was my hero - right up there with Georgie Best, The Kray Twins and David Bowie.
But he was a 100 carat phoney. The sort of low-life scum who gives dad`s a bad name.
I was his shadow and the two of us went everywhere together - if we werent playing football over the park, we were at Hackney Dogs or playing Subuteo.
He wanted me to be a footballer and he took me training and for trials at West Ham, QPR, Orient and Southend.
My dad never missed a game - and this next it is really hard to say - the thing is when he left my mum he stopped watching me play - and blamed it on his new wife.
Now I hated that women for 30 years - the only person I have ever hated more is perverted pimp richard grimson - so I cant believe what I`m about to write.
I hated my dad`s wife with every bone in my model and prayed for her to die - but with hindsight and with 2 years of counselling I think I got it wrong (slighty wrong).
The fact is my dad was such a selfish bastard that I now believe he was "happy" for her to take all the blame so that he remained a "hero" in my eyes.
Just after he left I contacted my dad and told him Ipswich Town had seen me play and offered a trial - he refused to take me - saying it was too far and that jean (his slag wife-to-be) wouldnt let him go to Ipswich.
Like a mug I believed him and spent the rest of my life hating her - like jews hate Hitler.
But as Fergie and julie often said "your dad was weak - why didnt he stand up to her?"
(Ipswich is also the hometown of grimsons female relative who contacted me via Facebook to inform me of his past as a`women hater and child abuser`)
I now believe that although I still consider my late stepmother to be a evil fucking bitch - she might not of been 100% responsible for me going into care - I now believe my dad was also to blame.
And I never thought I`d take some of the blame off her - but I still fucking hate her as much as the KKK hate blacks.
Perverts:
Like most decent people I hate child abusers and perverts like Brady, Huntley and richard grimson of Wisech. (formerly 40 Hyde Way Wickford Essex)
And I dont just hate julie`s boyfriend because he`s a former pimp who violently threatened and verbally sexually abused my children - I hate him because I have had a life-long hatred of nonce cases.
This is because I am a "victim" so my hatred of peadophiles is also personal.
The first time I was sent to Boyles Court Remand Home in Brentwood - I was just 11 and a few weeks away from my 12th birthday.
We slept in dormatories and as well as the staff there were a couple of volunteers from a charity they would turn up at weekends in a big white mini-bus with the letters TOC H written on the side.
I`ll never forget the first Sunday night - this TOC H bloke who looked like Ronnie Corbett sat on my bed and placed his hand above the sheets around my `privates` area - nothing actually happened - but he had no right to place his hand below my belly button area.
The truth is I never forgot that incident - but it was only when I got older that I realisd how I`d had a lucky escape.
And just as I will never forget what happened to me at Boyles Court I dont think my son will ever forget walking in and finding his mum half-naked and "at it" with richard grimson.
Just as both boys will never forget or forgive their mother for doing nothing when her perverted boyfriend boasted of vile sex sessions with a little girl.
Five years on they both still refer to her as "the slag" or "that fucking slag" and who can blame them?
How many teenage boys would be "happy" about their mum having a string of men and a sexual disease?
As well as grimson, flemming, tibbs jnr, vinnie and the STD/Herpes - they also know about the men their friends parents have seen her with in various pubs and clubs.
She `forgets` that the Festival Leisure Park isnt a million miles from Wickford and that my children have a lot of friends.
I went back to Boyles Court when I was Fourteen - the TOC H `pervert` was still there - but this time he came nowhere near me.
But Boyles Court does have one happy memory - it was during my first stay that I became a "wheeler-dealer"
I refused to eat the food so I was allowed to carry a jar of marmite with me - and would swap my meals for the other boys bread.
Sunday mornings were the highlight of the week cos you got toast and I would swap my cardboard cornflakes for toast.
Marmite on toast is still my all-time favourite food.
I`ve had various addictions over the years - speed, Charlie, lager, Punk Rock, Bowie, The Krays, julie, West Ham, - but marmite is my oldest habit.
Regrets , I`ve had a few, but then again, too few to mention
Yes, there were times, I`m sure you knew when I bit off more then I could chew
But through it all, when there was doubt
I ate it up and spat it out
I faced it all and I stood tall and did it my way
For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has nought
To say the things he truly feels and not the words of one who kneels
The record shows I took the blows and did it My Way"
And those lyrics be they sung by Frank Sinatra or Sid Vicious sum up my life.
I always did it `my way` - not always the right way - many times the wrong way - but still proud to say "my way".
The fact is everything that happened in my life was mostly down to me - the good, the bad - the gains, the losses.
But the truth is I had no control over the `major event` that shaped my life as I did not choose my parents.
I was not to blame for my dad walking out or my mum moving to Manchester - as I was only a kid.
But I aint bitter - as you must always take a positve from a negative,
Example:
If my dad hadnt "fucked off" with his latest `fancy women` then years later I wouldnt of met julie and had my children.
Some people believe in religion - but I prefer fate and the message of the movie Sliding Doors.
The truth is I have only realised in recent years that the selfish behaviour of my parents had such a massive or negative influence on me.
Example:
I now know that my dad was a "selfish bastard" who never loved me - but dont get the violins out - cos I`m fucking glad.
But I do wish the `penny had dropped` in the 1990s.
A old mate of mine Fergie would leave the room whenever my old man entered.
He would say "I`m sorry Gal but I cant stand your dad - he is so up himself" adding "He`s one big-headed selfish bastard"
I wasnt offended - as I`ve always liked people who speak their mind - I would just laugh or even defend him.
But Fergie saw right through him and my big regret is that I didnt.
The truth is I was such a "up and happy" person when I met julie - and it werent just the speed and the Charlie - it was because for 15 years I`d hardly seen my dad and that was how I liked it.
And to further prove that every word in The Punk Poet is the 100% truth I will pay julie another tribute which this time has nothing to do with her "bedroom peformances" or "porno films".
Shortly after we met and thinking she was doing the `right thing` julie re-united me with my dad.
At the time I thought I was genuinely "pleased" but with hindsight it was the biggest mistake of my life and our relationship.
As you can not recreate "Happy Families".
This book is not a hatchet job on julie for being unfaithful or on my dad for being a `selfish bastard`.
It`s just the truth as I want everything out in the open and on-the-record and to prove the point I also criticise my mum.
When I met julie I had hardly seen my parents for 15 years and I was more then happy for that to continue.
And to be honest so were they.
I was the black sheep of the family and that`s how I liked it - and how it should of remained forever and a day.
Example:
Both had re-married but in 15 years I had neve been part of their new families - nor had I wanted to be.
Then as now I dont do or believe in second families - as they are also `second-best`. In my honest opinion second marraiges are a sham as you only fall in love once.
We only have one genuine `Soul Mate`.
Two incidents from my childhood standout.
The one and only time I visited my mum in Manchester she said "Dont call me mum in the garden in case the neighbours hear - as they dont know about you"
And my dad allowed the woman he married to have me put into care.
This is getting hard to write now and I think I`m beginning to `ramble` but I`ve got to get everything on-the-record before its too late.
I have since page one been 100% honest and told the absolute tuth about everything so I cant start censoring things at this late stage.
Fact 1.
The boys and me no longer have any contact with my low-life dad because he sees my ex-wife on a weekly basis.
And I am not `sad or bitter` because it is great to finally have him out of my life - I have not seen or spoken to him for 2 years and I genuinely feel so much better for it.
It is such a relief to finally get him out of my life.
Its not just the fact that he `socialises` with my ex-wife, I also hate the bastard because he`s slagged off my children,
I was given this info by one of my oldest friends, whose mum and dad looked after me when I was a teenager.
She said "Gal you are not going to like this but I spoke to Chas earlier and he really slagged off your boys - he called them all sorts"
That was enough for me to finally end all ties with him. She added "And he still sees julie and was going on about how pleased he was about her engagement"
I knew nothing about this - but I trust this person 100% - and added "My mum and dad would be disgusted by some of the things he said about the boys and you"
I wont name this female who has a boys name - as like everyone featured in this book I am "more than happy" to protect the identity of the innocent and only name the "guilty".
Proof:
The relative of grimson who contacted me about his `perverted past` - I did not name her because she feared reprisials.
I said just enough in case julie wanted to contact her on Facebook by giving a list of clues in the Chapter "New Evidence`
For-the-record her surname was the same as a Eastenders/Bill star whose house julie and me me visited in Herongate/Brentwood.
Likewise Fat Gary - the scum who boasted to my son "I`m a face in Canning Town" and who comes into daily contact with Princess
I didnt give his surname to Social Services or the police cos I aint a grass. And I didnt name his Coke dealer - I just gave a clue.
Saying It`s the same name as a character from Corrie and Star Trek (and rhymes with burk)
Fact 2:
And no contact with my mum for over a year because we found out she met julie in a Basildon McDonalds and spoke to her at a funeral.
Fact 3:
I now feel just like I did in the 15 years before I got married and that is "Free of my past" and the unwanted influence of my parents.
To be honest this final chapter is the hardest to write as I`ve discovered how various childhood events shaped my character and helped to destroy my marraige.
As I hadnt had much contact with my parents since the age of 12 - not a single Xmas or Birthday spent with either of them - I didnt realise how `dangerous` and `upsetting` being reunited with them would be.
And to be honest neither did julie as I genuinely believe she had my best interests at heart - she had no idea the can of worms she was opening.
For aout 15 years I had been seperated from my parents - I werent bothered and neither were they.
And that aint "front" on my part - I had somehow got involved in the wacky world of Showbiz and was living every boys dream of "Sex & drugs & rock`n`roll".
I had a fucking fantastic life and never really thought about my parents or my childhood.
This next bit for now will be written in sections as I have `Writers Block`
Mum:
I was a major dissapointment and nothing I did was ever good enough for her. Even before my dad left and she fucked off to Manchester with her `toy boy` I was not the snotty son she longed for.
My mum wanted a posh little brainbox with a college boy haircut and middle-class manners - but I was a football fanatic who didnt like school, hated the police and had a number 3 crop.
I was a "teenage tearaway` at Eleven and banged-up in Boyles Court Remand Home before I was 12.
So maybe she had good reason to be dissapointed in me - but was that really "grounds" to fuck off to Manchester?
Now before I married julie I had never met any of my mum`s husbands family - not once in Fifteen years - but within weeks of marrying julie the pair of us were invited to a party at Barking Town Hall.
All of a sudden I excisted - but I was so wrong to get involved with "Families Reunited".
Over the years my mum said and did things that at the time I either ignored, didnt take seriously or mis-handled.
She said things to cause friction between julie and me or to undermine my wife and looking back I didnt `protect` julie or consider her feelings.
I thought wrongly that because I have always gone through life "not giving a monkees what other people think of me" that julie should think the same.
Example:
My mum would always make comments about julie`s appearance and how little she ate - and I would say "ignore her, she`s jealous"
I`d try and explain my mum was a lifelong and failed member of Weightwatchers who would give her right arm to be a size Eight.
The truth is she was jealous of julie`s looks and always making negative comments about everything from the kids behaviour to how much money we spent on what she considered "daft things"
I think she even resented our nice big 4-bed house because I got it without ever having a proper job.
Looking back there was even a pattern in her behaviour - just as I had always been a academic failure - she started saying things about my children being mote interested in football then school work.
She`d comment on their bedtimes, diet and cockney accents - at the time - as is my way - I just igmored them or laughed them off - but I should of put my foot down.
Julie would often say "Your mum dont like me" and I can still hear myself saying "Bollocks" or "So what, who cares?".
But julie was "spot on" as since the divorce my mum claims "I never liked her from day one" as if I should be impressed - I werent as she was "slagging off" the mother of my children - she didnt understand that cos julie hated me and wanted me `dead` the feeling does not have to be mutual.
The only people who have genuine reasons to hate julie are my children - likewise they are the only ones with the `right` to slag her off.
I dont "slag her off" and never have apart from the first 2 weeks after she left and various people can confirm that as fact.
The most important being my children.
Social Workers, Cafcass, friends have all remarked how I dont appear bitter and how I have never said anything "nasty" about her.
And I am proud of that - I can look myself in the mirror and say "Loyal throughout and loyal to the end"
My solicitors would say "Garry you have got to take our advice and say something negative about mrs johnson"
I refused and would only tell the truth - they would say "She is taking advice from her solicitors and telling lies about you - and you must do the same"
They did not understand that "loyalty" can not be watered-down.
And just as I have not told a single lie or made one false claim in this book I would not lie in Court.
I have never lied to my sons about their former mother - as I wrote in "THE GANGSTER OF SLANG" and said to both boys "grimson had some kind of hold over her" and "it was her solicitors who told her to lie about the 3 of us in court".
But back to my mum.
Her past-divorce behaviour proves to me that she was always looking to cause friction and believe me she did.
The truth is I never wanted to play "happy families" with my mum and dad - I tried my best but after 8 years the novelty wore off and I couldnt pretend anymore.
I hated them and their partners kissing and cuddling my children - I would get "stressed" the day before they visited and would stay "stressed out" until they left.
The fact is I gave it my best shot because I honestly thought my kids would benefit from having grandparents - that was one of the biggest mistakes of my life.
I aint being nasty or spiteful but my Wedding Day was without doubt the "worst day of my life" NOT the marrying julie bit- that was a dream come true - as I loved her to bits and fancied her like mad.
The reason I hated every minute and felt sick and disorientated throughout was because my mum and dad were there - it was the first time I had been in the same room as the two of them since I was 13.
I only got through the day because Garry Bushell slipped me a few lines of Charlie - it took the edge off - but I hated being in the same room as them and there poxy partners.
Dad:
What can I say about this c**t?
As a little kid he was my hero - right up there with Georgie Best, The Kray Twins and David Bowie.
But he was a 100 carat phoney. The sort of low-life scum who gives dad`s a bad name.
I was his shadow and the two of us went everywhere together - if we werent playing football over the park, we were at Hackney Dogs or playing Subuteo.
He wanted me to be a footballer and he took me training and for trials at West Ham, QPR, Orient and Southend.
My dad never missed a game - and this next it is really hard to say - the thing is when he left my mum he stopped watching me play - and blamed it on his new wife.
Now I hated that women for 30 years - the only person I have ever hated more is perverted pimp richard grimson - so I cant believe what I`m about to write.
I hated my dad`s wife with every bone in my model and prayed for her to die - but with hindsight and with 2 years of counselling I think I got it wrong (slighty wrong).
The fact is my dad was such a selfish bastard that I now believe he was "happy" for her to take all the blame so that he remained a "hero" in my eyes.
Just after he left I contacted my dad and told him Ipswich Town had seen me play and offered a trial - he refused to take me - saying it was too far and that jean (his slag wife-to-be) wouldnt let him go to Ipswich.
Like a mug I believed him and spent the rest of my life hating her - like jews hate Hitler.
But as Fergie and julie often said "your dad was weak - why didnt he stand up to her?"
(Ipswich is also the hometown of grimsons female relative who contacted me via Facebook to inform me of his past as a`women hater and child abuser`)
I now believe that although I still consider my late stepmother to be a evil fucking bitch - she might not of been 100% responsible for me going into care - I now believe my dad was also to blame.
And I never thought I`d take some of the blame off her - but I still fucking hate her as much as the KKK hate blacks.
Perverts:
Like most decent people I hate child abusers and perverts like Brady, Huntley and richard grimson of Wisech. (formerly 40 Hyde Way Wickford Essex)
And I dont just hate julie`s boyfriend because he`s a former pimp who violently threatened and verbally sexually abused my children - I hate him because I have had a life-long hatred of nonce cases.
This is because I am a "victim" so my hatred of peadophiles is also personal.
The first time I was sent to Boyles Court Remand Home in Brentwood - I was just 11 and a few weeks away from my 12th birthday.
We slept in dormatories and as well as the staff there were a couple of volunteers from a charity they would turn up at weekends in a big white mini-bus with the letters TOC H written on the side.
I`ll never forget the first Sunday night - this TOC H bloke who looked like Ronnie Corbett sat on my bed and placed his hand above the sheets around my `privates` area - nothing actually happened - but he had no right to place his hand below my belly button area.
The truth is I never forgot that incident - but it was only when I got older that I realisd how I`d had a lucky escape.
And just as I will never forget what happened to me at Boyles Court I dont think my son will ever forget walking in and finding his mum half-naked and "at it" with richard grimson.
Just as both boys will never forget or forgive their mother for doing nothing when her perverted boyfriend boasted of vile sex sessions with a little girl.
Five years on they both still refer to her as "the slag" or "that fucking slag" and who can blame them?
How many teenage boys would be "happy" about their mum having a string of men and a sexual disease?
As well as grimson, flemming, tibbs jnr, vinnie and the STD/Herpes - they also know about the men their friends parents have seen her with in various pubs and clubs.
She `forgets` that the Festival Leisure Park isnt a million miles from Wickford and that my children have a lot of friends.
I went back to Boyles Court when I was Fourteen - the TOC H `pervert` was still there - but this time he came nowhere near me.
But Boyles Court does have one happy memory - it was during my first stay that I became a "wheeler-dealer"
I refused to eat the food so I was allowed to carry a jar of marmite with me - and would swap my meals for the other boys bread.
Sunday mornings were the highlight of the week cos you got toast and I would swap my cardboard cornflakes for toast.
Marmite on toast is still my all-time favourite food.
I`ve had various addictions over the years - speed, Charlie, lager, Punk Rock, Bowie, The Krays, julie, West Ham, - but marmite is my oldest habit.
Monday, 27 December 2010
The Real Me
These are extracts from the final chapter that will only appear in the second edition of The Punk Poet.
This updated copy will also include naked or at least topless pictures of my ex-wife Julie Taylor Johnson.
This updated copy will also include naked or at least topless pictures of my ex-wife Julie Taylor Johnson.
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