The Chapter That Doesnt Appear In The Book

This Chapter will be added to the second print but for now it just appears online.

It will be added to answer the latest `tissue of lies` told by my ex-wife in a series of nasty emails to my youngest son.
She lies that it was my fault when he left Southend and says he was wrong to `speak out` about what he caught her doing with boyfriends grimson and flemming.

I will reveal when the picture of my son with Southend United Under 9`s appeared in the local newspaper - it was - as the date of the Evening Echo proves published two years before he left the club.

The picture had nothing to do with my son `walking away` from Southend United - the fact is he decided to leave after `catching` his mum with trainer ian flemming.

And for `speaking out` she accused her own son of being "evil" (and she cant deny this as we have her timed and dated email)

She also accuses him of being "mad" saying "It is hereditary".

There is now a blog called "Why My Son Left Southend United" that sets out the reasons in chronolical order.

My son leaving Southend had nothing to do with me and was 100% the fault of Julie Taylor Johnson (as she now calls herself) and her relationship/affair with trainer ian flemming.
I will tell how Southend Manager Steve Tilson cuddled both my sons at The Runwell Club in Wickford where he patted my son on the head saying:
"I am so sorry about what happened".

We reported flemming to the club and soon afterwards he left.

The latest lies contain not a single word of remorse by Julie.

I dont mean about the affair - I am big enough and ugly enough to cope with that - always have been - it is the abuse suffered by my children that I could not handle.

***Important phone call:

May 27th 2010 and it has just been brought to my attention that my ex-wife has sent Punk Legend and top Fleet Street journalist Garry Bushell a `threatening` email warning him not to write the `sleevenotes` for Basildon Babe.

Gal has laughed this off and will just as he wrote the introduction to The Punk Poet be helping out yours truly with his wonderful turn of phrase.

Back to Football. I have in front of me my sons scrapbook as a 8-year-old player at Southend Utd and the picture from The Southend Echo.
It was a great season for my son as he scored 15 goals in 9 games for Southend United.

So she has told another `pack of lies`.
My son left Southend 2 years after the team photo appeared in The Southend Echo and it was his choice to leave - and against my wishes - I wanted flemming out not my son.

It was a choice `forced` on him by the behaviour of his mother. And as for Southend United not wanting him as recently as September 2009 they asked him back.
But he refused to go as he associates Southend United with his mum`s then boyfriend and trainer ian flemming.

Now I am not a rich man so I would not tell lies about the club or manager Steve Tilson in case they sued me for libel.

So my account of my sons exit from Southend has got to be 100% factual.

This is how it unfolded 2 years after the picture appeared in The Southend Echo as the picture had nothing to do with it.

2005:
Julie gets drunk at a Southend Presentation Evening at Boots and Laces. I witness her flirting with flemming - but as that is how she always acted under the influence of drink - I just put it down to too much Southern Comfort.
2005:
A few weeks later my son tells me about his mum and trainer ian flemming `touching` each other on the coach coming back from a football match and how when he approached she said: "go away".

The bloke is also a copper and I report the affair to Steve Tilson who launches an investigation.

My son refuses to go training at Boots and Laces in case he bumps into fleming.
Southend United refuse to release my son from his contract - fearing he is wanted by a bigger club.

A few weeks after I reported flemming to the club he leaves. But my son still refuses to go training or play for Southend.

All of the above can be confirmed by Southend United and Steve Tilson.

This went on for 3 months and my son was only released from his contract when I threatened to go to the press about Julie and flemming.
The club did not want the bad publicity and my son got his contract terminated. The truth is Southend did not want my son to leave and neither did I.
I tried everything to persuade him to stay at Southend but he is very strong-willed and would not budge.

A few months later at the Runwell Club Steve Tilson was the star guest and presented my eldest with his Player Of The Season trophy for Wickford Town.
Afterwards in the bar he came over and shook my hand saying he was so "sorry" about what had happened at Southend and gave both my sons a big hug.

My son got a extra cuddle and a pat on the head and Steve said "I`m so sorry about how it turned out".
Then said to me "I am so sorry about what happened with there mum"

This encounter was witnessed by about 100 people - the boys friends and the other parents.

Now to all the people who know me and others just reading this - does it really sound as if my son was `thrown out" of Southend United?
The truth is they did everything to try and make him stay.

And luckily for me I have kept a record of everything that has happened to me since the Summer of 2005.
I have boxes of documents, statements, medical records and timed and dated emails - this includes two letters and 2 emails asking me to persuade my son to stay at Southend.

I am more then happy to show them to who-ever would like to read them.

But in `Julie`s World` the truth doesnt matter. She seems to believe that everyone apart from her is a liar.

Take her affair with richard grimson which started in October 2004.

Now not a lot of people know this - but just as I wouldnt risk `lying` about Southend United or Steve Tilson in case they sued me - I wouldnt `upset` this next guy because of his underworld connections.

As I said - not a lot of people know this - but living in Wickford is a close relative of London`s Number One Crime Family.
I am talking about a gang so powerful they make The Krays look like amateurs. I wont name him for obvious reasons - but his first name is Irish and he drives the same motor as Stephen Fry and Noel Edmonds.

Now this guy aint a friend - he is just an aquaintance - but after hearing about my split from Julie he said of grimson:
"Gal, I saw that fat bastard with her loads of times and he was always all over her " adding: "I should of said something to you but you dont like to get involved"

The truth is Julie knows this guy - he`s been to our house and she was once sort of `friends` with his wife.
And-for-the-record one of their sons is still mates with my son.

Now we both knew this guy - he has no `axe to grind` and does not `dislike` Julie so why would he say " I often saw them together and grimson was all over her" if it wasnt true?

Likewise is Steve Tilson a liar?
Is my son a liar?

Julie is still sending my son messages full of self-pity and still telling lies and saying terrible things about me but still refusing to take responsibility or accept any of the blame.

Are we really all to blame for her bad judgement or `bad luck`!
Let me explain.

She puts all the blame on me. But was it my fault or her `bad luck` that my son saw her with flemming?

Was it my fault or her `bad luck` that my son came home at 3pm and caught her half-naked and `at it` with grimson. What a lovely memory for a 10-year-old boy?

And in one message she calls her own son "evil" and has a go at him for telling me about flemming and grimson.

Was it also my son`s  fault or her `bad luck` that the father of Ross Tussauds told him "My brother-in-law is seeing your mum"?
The bloke was referring to her Sainsburys work colleague peter tibbs. I dont know if he was telling the truth or `winding` my son  up - but the truth is he said it to my son.

It is also true that my youngest son gave tussauds a clump and has not spoken to his former friend since.

And is it my fault she has such `bad judgement` when it comes to the new men in her life?

Did I make grimson violently threaten and verbally sexually abuse my children?

Was it my fault that grimson told my son "I am the man who is fucking your mum - do you want to see the pictures?"
Adding:
"Your sister is in bed with us"

A few months ago my son came in and told how her fat friend from Canning Town threatened him with a iron bar saying:
"He said watch it Sonny I`m from Canning Town" adding "Go away little boy coz I`m best mates with DC"

Is that incident also my fault?

The problem with Julie is she cant seperate her lies from the truth.
She can lie to her `new friends` and they`ll believe everything she says because they werent there at the time.

But she cant lie to my chidren because they witnessed everything first hand and know what they saw and heard.

Why does she still claim that my son was wrong to tell his dad what he caught her doing with flemming and grimson?

He didnt do it with malice or to `hurt her` he was just telling the truth.

Likewise my son - was he wrong to phone his Godfather Garry Bushell asking for help about ten minutes after grimson boasted of sex sesssions with my daughter?

And returning to the recent threats made to Garry Bushell. As most of you know GB is a top journalist who has done many a kiss and tell tell in his time.

This is the gist of our converstion earlier about Basildon Babe.

GB: "Is it Julie in the movie?"
GJ: "Yes"
GB: "Was she forced to make the films?"
GJ: "No"
GB: "The only problem with DIY porn movies is if it involves a minor. Was Julie a minor?"
I replied quick as a flash; "No she dressed up as many things but not a miner and she never wore a helmet"
GB: "Was I best man at your wedding?"
GJ: "You know you was:
GB: "So I can say something like `I was best man at her wedding, she was always a stunner but I never knew she`d be a porno star"

GJ: "So your still OK to write the sleevenotes like you wrote the intro for The Punk Poet?"
GB: "Yes"

Adding: "You own the copyright of the movie so what you`re doing is no different from the DIY sex tapes starring Pamela Anderson, Abi Titmus or Paris Hilton"

And he is right. I have just bought a copy of The Daily Sport and it has pages of stuff with adverts saying `send us clips of your cheating ex` or ` expose a love rat`.

Checkout `Essex Housewife`s Phone Sex Flick Sensation` or `Amateur Home Sex Vid Goes Global!`

The fact is there are porn movie clips and x-rated photos of `cheating housewives` all over the Internet.

What makes Julie think she is too `precious` to be exposed?

I am doing nothing wrong as `BASILDON BABE`- `NAKED HOUSE TOUR` - `SHOTGATE SLUT` and `CLACK STOCKINGS AND BLOW JOBS` were filmed with the camcorder we bought together in either Curry`s or Dixons near the KFC on the 127.
They were filmed over a very enjoyable 12-year period in the various lounges, bedrooms or bathrooms at 11 SG, 30 TG, 64 CR and 22BR.

And Garry said "as with your book as long as it contains the 100% truth you cant be done for libel".

So no worries as all the claims I make in The Punk Poet are 100% true and can be proved.

But Garry Bushell despite his Underworld connections and public image as the `bad boy of Punk` does have a `soft side` and strong moral code so I often tease him saying "why have you got some kind of `Loyalty thing` with Julie?"

This is because he has said many times "Gal are you sure you want to do this?" adding "Once you`ve done it you cant turn back the clock - once its on the Net it`s there forever"

And in a way I do admire his `misplaced loyalty` and always reply "Gal I`m doing it because of all the Birthdays, Christmas Days and Summers I`ve missed with Princess.
I`m not doing it as revenge for her 3 affairs but because she has stopped me from seeing PRINCESS and because she allowed her boyfriend to violently threaten and verbally sexually abuse our children"

The blonde beauty appearing on the Internet and starring in `Basildon Babe / DIRTY DANCER and THE SHOTGATE SLUT` is not a `body double` or a lookalike it is the genuine Julie Taylor Johnson.
Just like the facts in my books the camera does not lie. And neither do official documents or reports.

Example:
It is not me who claims Julie contracted STD/Herpes in December 2004 - it is her medical records that I obtained in the legal bundle from my solicitor and not directly from her GP.

Example:
It is not me who says "Julie starting having birth control injections in January 2005" it is stated in her official medical records.

Now I am not a medical expert - but even I know you catch STD/Herpes from sexual intercourse.
And you have birth control injections in January 2005 to make sure you dont have another scare like December 2004.

As I said to Garry earlier and he agreed if Julie does carry out her threat and name him in court it will be `manna from heaven` publicity wise.
We wont have to spend a penny on publicity as Garry is a household name and the media will be crawling all over us.

Plus there is no risk of being done for defimation of character.

What is slander?
Words falsely spoken that damage the reputation of another.

What is libel?
Written words that falsely impugns the reputation of another person.

Well seeing as all I have written is 100% fact - not a problem for me.

Likewise the sexy blonde in the porno pictures, videos and dvd is not a lookalike or a `body double` it is the real Julie Taylor Johnson - so again not a problem for me.

And let`s not forget she personally handed over the pornographic pictures of herself to the police so can hardly deny them now!

It is publicity that I crave. All reporting restrictions have been lifted and the publicity would again allow me to name - as I did in THe High Court that her boyfriend richard grimson, formerly of 40 Hyde Way Wickford - and now somewhere in Wisbech - violently threatened and verbally sexually abused my children.

The former pimp boasted of sick `sex sessions` involving Julie and my daughter - so for me the more publicity the better.
I have nothing to hide and want everything out in the open.

The fact that a relative came home at 3pm in the afternoon and caught her mum `half-naked` with grimson the day before she left.
The fact that both boys told her that grimson boasted of sex sessions with their sister and she said to their faces:
"richard said it didnt happen and I believe him - your lying little shits" . Those are words that Sam, Adam and me will never forget and deserve a larger audience.

As does the report I obtained under The Freedom Of Information Act and is dated January 2007.
It states "Mr Johnson is not mentally ill and has no mental health problems"

This report was with-held from the courts throughout 2007, 2008 and 2009.

It also states: "Ms Johnson reported Mr Johnson to Basildon Police claiming he was going to kidnap, torture and murder her partner richard grimson"

Now I hope JTJ does report me because as my children say and they are 100% correct.

Julie has gone out of her way to tell lies and get me arrested for either writing books or telling people about the sick and perverted behaviour of her boyfriend grimson...but not once...not a single time has she reported his sick behaviour to the police.

Did she report him for threatening her sons with violence?
No.
Did she report him for boasting of sick sex sessions with her daughter?
No.

My family know this and if/when she takes us back to court the whole world will know the truth.
I will have achieved my objective.

So I say bring it on and please give me free publicity for Basildon Babe and The Punk Poet.

In September 2009 Julie sunk lower then I ever imagined. She gave pornographic pictures of herself to Basildon Police and lied that they had something to do with me.

These were graphic pictures that you would see in top-shelf magazines.

I arrived at the Police Station with Ian Ashby a former Met Detective and old friend who had met Julie many times at GB`s house. I think the last time had been a Christening also attended by Ross Kemp, Billy Murray and Dale Winton.

Can you imagine how embarrassing it was for me having to look at naked pictures of Julie with her legs spread apart and have a copper saying "Do you recognise this women?"

This is my wife of 15 years, the woman I loved and mother of my three children exposing her naked body in front of me, two strangers and a old friend who knew her?

It was then that I thought "where is your self-respect and how much lower can you go?" Why was she was prepared to expose herself like this just to get me arrested?

But the Julie of today is not the Julie I knew and loved for 15 years. Her relationship with grimson transformed her from a loving mum into a cheap tart who now hangs out with sluts, slags and druggies.

My son said of her new best mate "some mouthy slag keeps stopping me in the street saying `your mum wants to see you`"
Adding:
"I tell her to `fuck off` but she still says it everytime she sees me". He has reported this harrassment to Social Services.

I repeat he reported it - I only found out about this woman he describes as "dog ugly" and a "skinny mouthy slag" after he reported it.

So much for me `brainwashing` him and telling him what to say or think.

The same goes for the fat druggie who threatened him with a iron bar - my son reported the incident to his Social Worker before he told me saying:
"I didnt want to worry you dad" adding "I knew you`d worry if you knew Princess was coming into contact with a druggie"

This is the same fat plastic wannabee who told my son "I am a face in Canning Town" - I had it checked and he isnt.
And `guess what` none of the `proper people` have ever heard of him.

When this info from my contacts in East London/Canning Town and Woolwich got back to Sam and his mates they burst out laughing.
My concern is why Julie is telling Social Services that this couple are `old family friends` and that I know them.

I was with Julie for 15 years and I never met them once - even now they could stand next to me in a pub and I wouldnt know who they were.

So what is she hiding this time? I only know these people excist because my son and his mates have told me about them.

My son and his mates describe the druggie as a "fat mouthy bastard who buys bags of coke" and the women as a "foul-mouthed slag" and say both are in daily contact with my daughter.

They tell me Fat Boy`s motor is on JTJ`s drive at all hours of the day and night - so therefore coming into contact with my daughter.

But according to my ex-wife I am brainwashing my children and telling them what to say and think.
I hope those reading this book will agree that it doesnt add up.

The truth is her relationship with grimson has ruined her. It has turned a once loyal and honest person into a blatant "liar".

As I say in The Punk Poet "Julie if you disagree with a single line in this book sue me or take a Lie Detector Test"
I even offered to pay for it. I made the same offer to grimson - and I have the dated and timed letters to prove it - and he declined.
And if you`re claiming you are not the sexy stunner appearing in BASILDON BABE then sue or report me to the police.

Look forward to seeing you in court - the only place we have met - but not talked for 5 years LOL.

I Reveal The Dark Secret (Pregnancy)

This extract does not appear in The Punk Poet as I have stated all along that I would not make a single claim or allegation unless it was true and could be proved.

Well I can now reveal `the dark secret` and it has nothing to with my ex-wife and Abraham Olusoji Olowoyo Coker (that came later).

The revelation confirms that pervert pimp richard grimson was telling the truth when he boasted in 2005 about making Julie pregnant.

At the time I thought it was just a `drunken brag` to wind me up.

But the postman has just come with the results of an investigation into her medical records.

Depo-Provero is a chemical that acts to kill a pre-born child`s earliest days of existence. It is a progesterone derivative - it aborts new life.

This is what happened in April 2005 - Ten weeks before she left.

It confirms that grimson gave her herpes in October 2004 and made her pregnant a few months later.

I am not `angry` or `upset` anymore because I have lived with that knowledge since recieving a drunken, rambling phone call from gimson in the summer of 2005.

I told a few close friends - but never went public - because as I have said throughout I will only put my name to facts.

I have held back and only hinted at what I knew in The Punk Poet and earlier extracts.

But now I know the truth I am prepared to go public.

The side effects of Depo-Provera are added proof.

I have stated on-the-record that in the months leading up to Julie leaving I noticed a massive change in her.

She had mood swings, hair loss, gained weight and was so stressed & depressed spent almost a week in bed not talking and acting like a zombie.

The medical records confirm she went from 8st 13lbs to 9st 6lbs. I now know why.

All are side effects related to the use of Depo-Provera and Medroxyprogestorone.

For the record I obtained her medical records in a Legal Bundle from my solicitor.

A Political Prisoner

I wrote my novel THE GANGSTER OF SLANG as Garry Jackson but was imprisoned under the name I was given at birth.
Now is the time for me to tell my story in my own words.
I`m going to state my case and set the record straight about my arrest, ex-wife and her boneheaded boyfriend.

This is my chance to reclaim my reputation and clear my name. Let me start with my wrongful arrest in January 2007.

Four coppers turn up at my house and arrest me for planning to kill my ex-wife, her boyfriend and five others.

Does that make me a would-be serial killer?

Now the thing is I am "guilty" of murder. I did put three bullets into the head of a child abuser but only on the pages of a book.
The low-life pervert was still walking the streets of Wickford - and at the time spending 50% of his life with his common-law wife Emma and my ex.

He was commuting between double beds in Hyde Way and Carswell Gardens on The Wick.

I was arrested in front of my eldest son and bundled into a police car. On my arrival at Basildon Police Station I was treated like Public Eneny Number One, surrounded by 8 cops and 3 people from the Mental Health Department.

They inform me that I `mad` and a `danger to society`.

Apparently I had mental problems - which was news to me - but they do say you learn something new every day - but I was not convinced.

It was like something from One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest with me in the Jack Nicholson role.

I was interviewd by the White Coat Brigade for about 90 minutes and then banged-up in a freezing cold cell.
A few hours later I am taken from my windowless cell by three burly uniformed cops for a cosy chat in another tomb of a room.

I have not got a clue what is going on or why I have been arrested, but it soon becomes crystal clear.
They read a statement from Julie and it is so full of lies, hate and spite that it`s hard to believe I was married to her for 15 years.

It was so obvious that she had been told what to say by her corrupt solicitors - about who I have launched an official complaint.

She is smart -she is clever but she aint that devious or nasty to of concocted this tissues of lies by herself.

I kept thinking - She committed adultery, she walked out on the family - so why is she behaving like a woman scorned?

The whole thing didnt make sense, my arrest, her pure hatred for me or the allegations that I am about to commit mass murder.

She `conned` the police 100% - so much so - that in September 2009 she would again try again to have me banged up.

The second time she handed over pornographic pictures of herself to the police - claiming I had sent them through the post - they were shown to me in front of my solicitor - who said afterwards - "I always knew she was a looker - but those pictures were something else"

Let me explain - the solicitor who got me off in 2009 was a personal friend of Garry Bushell - and had met the fully-clothed Julie many times at GB`s house and the Phoenix Apollo at Stratford - but this was the first time he had seen her naked.

He now had something else in common with Garry Bushell - and more then likely half the cops in Basildon Police Station LOL.

Two plain-clothed detectives enter the room - I know their names - but lets say Dumb and Dumber.

The male had a Brummie accent and the other was a very pretty female of the species.

Mister Plod was Fred Flinstone without the loincloth and it is soon pretty obvious that Lady Cop models herself on Lisa Maxwell from The Bill.

I am a face to face with a caveman cop and a wannabee `Charlie`s Angel`. They tried to enmgage me in conversation but for almost two hours I stuck to "No comment" and amused myself by imigining the female cop in a Baywatch swimsuit.

Fred lacked the wit and charm of a Burton`s dummy and she lacked the brains to go with her good looks.

She was dead cute and he was brain dead.

Let History Judge Me

I wrote my revenge novel THE GANGSTER OF SLANG as an introduction and taster for THE PUNK POET. Plus it was a naughty novel and contained quite a few x-rated scenes. I revealed `bedroom secrets` and exposed my ex-wife as a porno actress and former pub stripper.

Why consider the feelings of a women who betrayed you I hear you ask?
It is true she had three affairs in the 8 months before she left me for perverted pimp and child abuser richard grimson, but for 17 years she had been the love of my life - and so I decided to protect her reputation.
And for 15 or those years she was a wonderful wife and mother of my three children - so morally I felt I owed her.
But trying to protect her identity and reputation was not enough for my ex-wife and I ended up in a Maximum Security prison accused of being `mad` and about to carry out seven murders.
According to the soon to be discredited Dr Best of Pinero House Harley Street I was apparently a 96% risk of becoming a mass murderer.
A complaint against the corrupt shrink is currently under way.
Who was the last person before me in the UK to be jailed for writng a book?
It was Oscar Wilde.
This time there is no danger of my ex-wife getting the law to act on her behalf as The Punk Poet has been read and given the `all-clear` by a media lawyer.

Locking people up for `telling the truth` and writing books was common practice in Nazi Germany of the 1930s and Soviet Russia in the 1960s - but who would of thought the same thing could happen in Essex 2007 ?
I have a background of writing biogrophies about celebs like David Bowie, Rod Stewart and Ozzy Osbourne but THE GANGSTER OF SLANG was my debut novel.

It got five star reviews on Amazon and write-ups in the National Press. Garry Bushell called it a "classic gangster novel".
But somehow it got a lifetime ban (that what they said at the time LOL) and the planned movie version by American producer Frankie Fallon was put on hold.
Well the lifetime ban wasnt worth the bit of paper it was written on - and proof of that is this book.

The Punk Poet is just a updated and re-written version of THE GANGSTER OF SLANG and no Judge can do a thing about it.
My autobiography is now a romantic kiss and tell rather then a gangster novel.
But in my defence THE GANGSTER OF SLANG started life as a diary of divorce, a daily account of my marraige break-up and world falling apart.
I was in pieces, sad, bitter and distressed throughout the writing of my misunderstood and mis-quoted novel.
The authorities failed to take on board that although THE GANGSTER OF SLANG was real-life and based on a true story.
I was a writer and not a killer.

They over-looked that I `killed` richard grimson of 40 Hyde Way Wickford Essex in print and not on the streets of Basildon.

When I was arrested grimson was not dead and was still walking around Wickford.

THE GANGSTER OF SLANG was a `sexed-up` version of my diary sprinkled with violence to make it more marketable as the facts on their own were not enough.
I had to invent gangster Harry Harris, create a sleazy strip club and reveal the sex secrets of my ex-wife.
I had no choice because as various publishers said "Who wants to read about a man falling apart just because his wife left him?"

But I knew I had a story to tell, as it was no normal `civilised divorce`. My wife had left me for a former pimp and child abuser.
So my mundane story became a violent and sexy novel and I ended up in prison accused of being `mad` and a danger to society.
My naughty novel contained just one fictional `murder` but I was arrested and banged-up in a Maximum Security prison accused of being about to carry out seven murders.

I was incarcerated and looking at a life sentance on the `word` of my ex-wife, her parents, boyfriend and a soon to be `discredited` shrink.
As when we got to court Dr Best of Pinero House Harley Street retracted his evidence and refused to repeat his allegations/lies on oath and from the Witness Box.

Proof that I was not mad.
I prison I was asked by a shrink "What would you say if I told you richard grimson had been hit by a bus and killed"
I replied "I would be very happy" and the shrink said "A perfectly normal reply - if I was in your position and he done those things to my children I would of said the same.
My wife had three lovers. A cop. a former pimp and a work colleague (could of been 4 if you include the wedding snapper).
As I admitted earlier I did consider a `hitman` for the child abuser - and did visit his house with a couple of heavies - but I decided that the pen was mightier then the sword - and rather then execute richard grimson on the streets I slaughtered him in the pages of a book.

At the time I thought I was doing nothing wrong and still dont. If the cops wont do nothing to punish him and protect my children - why shouldnt I take the law into my hands?

The reason my diary could not be published in its original form was because I was not famous so in 8 weeks I re-wrote it as a gangster novel.
I rushed it without legal advice and apparently did not disguise the identity enough of my ex-wife and her boyfriend.
The actual content of THE GANGSTER OF SLANG was fine and 100% accurate. I just told the truth but it was claimed in `secret` court hearings that I should of changed the names of my ex-wife and her boyfriend.
The content of the book was never disputed and I was never sued by Julie or her perverted boyfriend.

In fact so sure of I was the facts that I pleaded in THE GANGSTER OF SLANG for both to sue me or take a Lie Detector Test.
As expected both declined the offer.

An official legal letter was sent to grimson with me offering to pay for a Lie Detector Test but he declined claiming his `mental history` and medication would not allow him to take part.
I wonder why they declined the offer to clear their names? I know if some-one called me things like a serial adulterer, child abuser, pimp, pub stripper, porn actress I would want to defend ny reputation.

Think about it, if someone had nothing to hide why would they decline a the opportunity to take a Lie Detector Test?
The `odd couple` knew every claim I made was 100% fact - so again in The Punk Poet I challenge both to sue me.
What got me into trouble with the law was not the factual content but the fictional `violence`.

I admit the imagined `kidnapping` of my ex-wife in the Final Chapter was wrong. It was writen in haste and for dramatic effect.
I knew the final pages would make great cinema and look sexy on screen. But the police would not accept that that the `punishment` of my ex-wife was `lifted` from films like A Clockwork Orange and Get Carter but in hidsight it was a mistake and unfair to Julie.

And I have said "sorry" to her for any offence or distress that I may have caused her. My target was always her boyfriend and my violent revenge should not of involved her.
I have for `for the record` written to Julie and apologised for the final Chapter in THE GANGSTER OF SLANG and apologised for revealing details about our sex life and her past.

The truth is I had a great story to tell without turning it into a soft-porn snuff movie meets Confessions Of A Sex Addict.
I had to `sex it up` just like Tony Blair `sexed up` his documents to justify the Iraq War...So this time I have edited with a rod of iron in my role as the seeker of truth and justice.
The final Chapter from THE GANGSTER OF SLANG has been erased and there is no mention of kidnapping and punishment.
For the record Julie Taylor Johnson was not harmed in any way during the writing of this autobiography.
And the sizzling sex scenes and erotic images borrowed from films like A Clockwork Orange and Get Carter have been re-written.
They have been toned down but not left out because a bit of nudity will boost the chances of a movie version. But great news for fans of the original book the perverted pimp and child abuser still gets executed.
Tortured, doused in petrol and shot in the head.
And that is how it should be. The truth is the intended victim has always been richard grimson the janitor employed by Adam and Sons Finance of Southend and resident of 40 Hyde Way Wickford Essex - and never JTJ.
In a way she was also a `victim` as grimson not only took advantage of her - he lost Julie her family...But fans of  THE GANGSTER OF SLANG will not be let down by this cleaned up version as grimson is still wiped off the face of the earth in the most deserved execution since the demise of Saddam Hussain.

Julie Taylor Johnson - McEntee Class of 83 to Porn Star / Adultery Herpes & Birth Control Injections

The Official Medical Records of JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON make the following claims I make about her medical history 100% fact so dont "shoot the messenger" I am only repeating what they state.

They are 100% proof of Adultery by Julie Taylor Johnson and of catching a sexual disease from her perverted boyfriend richard grimson.

And if anyone wishes to question the authenticity of the Medical Records I am 100% happy for them to be examined by the police, BMA or any other organisation.

The truth is they are official, legal and kosher medical documents handed over to me in a Legal Bundle by my solicitor.

Herpes, HVS and Depo Provera.

I now have official medical records so I can talk with authority. The most important date is 12th November 2004.
As these are just extracts fom The Punk Poet I can edit and change the content - so my views do differ from the printed version of the book.
In The Punk Poet I state many times that my ex-wife was the `love of my life` and the `nicest person I had ever met`.
I now withdraw those comments as I have completely changed my stance - it is too late to edit the book as it has already been printed - but at least in the extracts I can put the record straight.

I now believe my marraige was a sham and that neither of us ever loved each other. The medical records revealing the extent of her betrayal and the `sexual disease` she contracted 8 months before she left have removed the rose-coloured spectacles that I wore when looking back on our 15-year marraige.

Apart from my three children I now have absolutely no fond memories of our relationship and honestly wish I had never met Julie Johnson.

The opening line in her medical records stating "Itchy mark over genitals" wiped from my mind every happy moment from our 15-year-marraige.
I now know all about her Herpes, the HVS and `sexually transmitted disease` and the name of her medication and details of her treatment.

Other dates 16th December 2004 and Jan 11th 2005 - we are talking injections of Depo Provera 150mg/mi and 150mg.syringe.
All this confirms adultery.

And there is more. I was with Julie for 15 years and during that time she never had birth control injections.
She was on the pill when we first met and twice tried it during our marraige - but always stopped because she was worried about getting fat.

Julie was always obsessed with staying slim and hated the idea of being fat - but she always surrounded herself with fat ugly women.

Her friends were always plain, dowdy or dog ugly. Her best friend Sally `the ginger mongrel` Prevost was so ugly she should of worn a Burkha 24/7.
She was/is the ugliest ginger slut on the planet. Fat arse, vile mouth and spam legs no wonder white muslim pj wellings slept with it.
He was always attracted to free drink and bow wows.

I mention this because although Julie was `stunning` - she looked like Paty Kensit and even now looks like Ulrika Jonson - she was always `nervous` around other attractive women so surrounded herself with `fat slags` or foul-mouthed dogs.

And still does as the women she `hangs out` with now are a combination of `roly-poly`s` and `butch-looking dykes`.

Julie loves to stand out in a crowd and loves to be the centre of attention and she does this by surrounding herself with fat or dog ugly friends.

Back to contraception. We used other methods - I know I`m half Irish and half Catholic - but I preferred sex to being a `practising Catholic`.

And when no condoms were used Julie liked me to withdraw just before I cum which is why we had so much oral sex - as she would say "you cant get pregnant by swallowing".

She also had a chart and made dates on the calender when she was least likely to get pregnant - when it was safe not to use condoms.

It didnt always work - and my daughter is living proof of that.

After my daughter was born she would beg me to have a vasectomy but I always `chickened out` and never made into the clinic at Billericay - I always stopped at the Car Park LOL.

I also know one more thing `a bombshell` that I have saved for the book - many of you have probably already guessed what it is - it relates to `The Dark Secret` I mentioned in a previous Chapter.

And I am not talking about Mr Abraham Olusoji Olowoyo Coker - as he wasnt on the scene then.
And hadnt started adding himself to mine or my sons Facebook Page.

Remember I always said on oath in court, wrote in part one of THE PUNK POET and in earlier extracts from The Punk Poet that grimson had some kind of hold over her.

I hinted that he knew about her 6-8 weeks as a pub stripper and was blackmailing her. And the pervert himself boasted he took `SEXY SNAPS` on his mobile at 10 Carswell Gardens and 40 Hyde Way Wickford while she slept.

I now believe that as well as using `force` grimson threatened to tell all about her `medical condition` - the one I mention and also the `medical condition` I am saving for the book.

These are just extracts and the whole story appears in the book.

The next few paragraphs are not a re-write of history as I stated the following earlier in the book and on oath in court throughout 2006, 2007, 2008, 2009.

My suspicions also feature in the first edition of The Punk Poet which was published in 2006 - so I am not `twisting words` and more importantly "not lying".

As I said in court before Julie left in June 2005 - we had only had sexual intercouse about twice since October 2004 - and for the last time about 3 days before she left.

I signed statements and stood up in court - even though it was embarrassing I admitted the following "Due to stress and money worries I could not perform in the bedroom department" - that was my exact quote.

And because Julie was more highly sexed then me she screamed "I am going to find myself a real man" and as we know she did - well sort of - as I dont consider a child abuser and pimp like richard grimson to be a real man.

Do you?

Her official Medical Records confirm in `black and white` that in November and December 2004 she had a `sexual disease` and it lists her symptoms and treatment.

It also reveals Julie started having Birth Control injections 7 months before she left me - now why would a women who was not having sex with her husband be having Depo Prevero injections?

And how would she contract a `sexually transmitted disease` if she wasnt cheating on her husband?

This info wants me to expose her before November 2010 - I want to put her porn dvd Julie Taylor Johnson The Best of Basildon Babe 1992-2004 out now - and all that is stopping me is not wanting to `upset` Adam before he is 16 and left school.

I am tempted to get copies of all her porn pictures and plaster them all over Basildon, Wickford and the Internet.

A bit of me wants to scatter copies all over Sainsburys in East Mayne - what would her workmates think of her porn past? What would the future Mr Taylor Johnson make of it?

To be honest discovering she had herpes was almost as big a shock as finding out she had cheated on me with grimson, flemming and tibbs - though as I said earlier he could of been an alibi - and I reckon it was more likely to be her Sainsbury colleague and wedding snapper hyams...

Pervert grimson claims he got her pregnant but which one gave her a STD?

I have not told my sons about any of this. One is too young and the other would be angry - so I have photocopied all the medical documents and put them in envolopes.

They will get a copy when older - I also have a copy for my daughter to be opened on her 18th birthday.

How my eldest will react is a `worry` but he will be a young man - not a child - and deserves to know the truth.

It will further confirm that he and his brother ended up in care because of her adultery and lies.

The only good thing about the medical records is that it further proves that I have told the 100% truth from Day One.

These are just extracts but when published The Punk Poet will be crammed with all the evidence and copies of the medical records.

And Zoe, a lap dancer from The Circuit Tavern will talk about `the old days` and the month they shared together as pub strippers in the East End.
The book also contains a very nice picture of me interviewing Zoe in her `working clothes` LOL and punter Nicholas Lightbown will reminise about the days he payed a quid to watch Julie strip in various East End pubs.
Some of his stories about watching Julie stripping at The Sir John Franklin, Piano Bar and The White Lion are worth a book in their ownright.

Everyone from Garry Bushell to all the mums at football to social worker peter brown have asked if I knew Julie was a pub stripper when I married her.

And I tell them "of course I didnt or I wouldnt of married her" - call me old-fashioned but I would not have married Julie if I`d known she was a slag.

They all ask how I found out.

And I found out by Julie confessing her sordid past during one of our porno movie sessions. She had just done a really sexy and dirty performance for me and the camera and I said;

"Your brilliant - have you done this before?"

And to my amazement Julie said "Yes" - I thought she meant for a boyfriend - but she explained;
"I did it in pubs for about 3 months"

She added "well for a couple of months - because I needed money to buy a new car". The next day she claimed she had only done it for 6 weeks - as if that made it alright!

Apparently she had crashed her sports car into a lamp-post near Ridley Road in Hackney and that`s why she did it.

Well that`s what Julie told me - I was a both shocked and disgusted by her confession - but it was too late to do anything as we were already married.

And of course I loved her. I knew she werent Miss Goody Two-Shoes as when I met her she was just comong out of a relationship with a married man called Derek - and had been named in his divorce.

Plus I thought `well if no-one finds out about her past I can live with it`.

Gary Glitter And My Ex-wife

No, it is not what you are thinking. Let me explain. The truth is my feelings for the two of them are quite similar.
Before Glitter was exposed as a `nonce case` and a pervert I was a `sort of fan`. I found him funny in interviews and quite enjoyed a few of his songs like `Remember Me This Way` and `I Love You Love`.
But that counts for nothing now and if it was up to me I`d hang him from the nearest lamp-post, douse him in petrol and then torch the bastard.
I cant help being a PC liberal - LOL.

And when it comes to my ex-wife I also have mixed feelings. I hope this means I am a just a honest and loyal bloke and not some kind of wimp.

But the truth is before June 2005 I genuinely find it hard to think of anything bad to say about her and dont regret knowing her for 15 years.

She was the `love of my life`, best friend, the mother of my three children, soul-mate and `drop
dead gorgeous`, dirty in bed, kind, caring, honest, loyal, funny and she laughed at my jokes.
What more could a bloke want?

And to quote Jerry Hall she was "the perfect wife, a wonderful mother, a domestic goddess around the house and a whore in the bedroom"
She was always up for everything and enjoyed being tied-up, hand-cuffed, blind-folded, dressing up and performing sex acts for the video camera.
In other words `a perfect ten` in every department.

But ask me to reveal what I think of her now and her behaviour since June 2005 and you would think I was talking about a different person.

The woman I was with for 15 years is not the same person who gave up her family to be with child abuser Richard Grimson.

When I knew her Julie hated perverts and child abusers as much as me - she wouldnt of talked to one let alone had a sexual relationship with one.

And if some sicko had violently threatened her sons or bragged about `sex sessions` with our daughter she would of been the first to report him to the police - not `protect him` like she did Grimson.

She would not have slept with a former pimp or a child abuser. That is why it is easy for me to still `love` the Julie of pre-June 2005 and hate the person she became.

For me they are two different people. The Julie I loved and married would not of lied to the police and got me banged up in a top security prison for seven attempted murders.

If she had managed to convince them I was `mad` I was looking at a `life` sentance - can you imagine what Sam and Adam thought of that?

She lied to the Courts, Social Services and her corrupt legal team that I stopped my sons from talking to her - that is/was a 100% lie.

Sam and Adam would beg me not to see her saying "Dont Dad because you will melt".

And they both had their own genuine reasons for not talking to her - it was nothing to do with me.

One Saturday in June 2005 Adam came home at 3pm and caught his mum `half-naked` and `at it` with Grimson.
The following day she beat Sam up - so you see they have/had genuine reasons to disown her.

Both boys never talk about her and want nothing to do with her ever again - and that is their own choice and nothing to do with me.

That is now a fact though it took 5 years to convince Social Services that Julie and Grimson were the `guilty` ones and not me.

These are just extracts from The Punk Poet and in the book I try to find and give answers to my many questions.

And hopefully one day she will `come clean` and reveal all the facts. I personally cant believe that a person can `change` just like that of her own freewill.

That is why I speculate in the book that Grimson either blackmailed her about her past or used some kind of violent threat against her.
I honestly dont believe that he just `charmed` her into bed - I will never believe that.

And without any offence to all the fat ugly blokes out there - Julie could of had any man she wanted - she was that good-looking.
So why did she give up her family to be with a Shrek lookalike who walked around Wickford dressed as a soldier?

He wore the same clothes every day including one black weight-lifting glove and according to my sons a bandana.

That is why I say there is a `hidden agenda` and I truly believe he used a combination of blackmail and violence.

Look at the facts - the pervert has form and a track record of both.

Grimson of 40 Hyde Way Wickford Essex was a former pimp - so hardly `female friendly`. He also threatened to beat up innocent schoolboys with a iron bar and threatened to `do them`.

He is also a coward - when three `heavies` paid him a visit - he almost `wet himself` and called the police for protection.

I would of loved Julie to see her `macho hero` in his true colours.

And he has never paid me a visit. I have called him a pervert, a child abuser, a pimp and he has never responded.

More importantly he has never sued - this is because he knows I am telling the truth - if someone called me a `pervert` or `child abuser` I would be straight onto my solicitor and the papers.

The difference being I have a `good name` to protect and he is both a pervert and former pimp.

So why did a `loving wife and mother` walkout on her family to be with a child-abusing former pimp?

I will never believe it was love, lust or freewill.

Julie Taylor Johnson & The Best Of Basildon Babe DVD

The Best Of Basildon Babe starring Julie Taylor Johnson
To see clips go to http://www.showyourhomeclips.com/
To see cover and pictures go to Exgfpics.com/blog
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I am told that clips AND pix can now be found on http://www.exposeyourwife.net/
You can see Julie Taylor Johnson naked, having sex, giving blow jobs, dirty dancing and stripping. Highlights include Julie pretending to be a High Class Hooker, dressed as a St Trinians schoolgirl and pleasuring herself with a sex toy.
This compilation includes the x-rated highlights of videos filmed between 1992-2004. The former Walthamstow McEntee schoolgirl (Class of 1983) once said as she stripped for the cameras "if my friends could see me now" - well now they can.