The Last Word

I`m living proof that if you fight hard enough you can beat the system but us mere mortals stand no chance against the big fella in the sky.
When he decides your "time is up" its up.

I spent yesterday at Basildon Hospital having various tests and at long last my medical problem was finally diagnosed.

After a decade of being poked and probed and getting nowhere it was confirmed that I have `liver damage`.
The Doctor said "Mr Johnson you must stop smoking and drinking with immediate effect" adding "we have found chronic damage to your liver"

At this point I stopped listening and felt sick. He added something like "the tests should be around 20 but yours is 42". I didnt have a clue what result he was on about and after that everything went hazy.

When I said "but I aint never smoked in my life and stopped being a heavy drinker about 18 years ago" it was obvious he didnt believe me by the look onhis face.

I said "are you sure it aint down to me drinking too much coffee or red bull?" and he replied "definetely not".

He put me on medication called Diclofenac and I gotta go back in 2 weeks for a scan.

As soon as I got home I Googled liver disease, my symptons and Diclofenac. At best I might have scirosis of the liver and worse case scenario is cancer.

It got me thinking about my funeral and last requests.

I want my own song "If Looks Could Kill" played in church but dont want a single soul at my funeral - that includes Sam and Adam as I dont want there last memory of me to be as a rotting corpse in a wooden box.
I want them to remember me telling jokes and making them laugh.

I will leave them all I have and also a long list of last requests.

I will ask them to honour my memory by carrying out my last wishes.

I want them to promise me on my death bed that they will never ever talk to `her` (jtj), the taylor family, sally prevost, paul wellings or any of the Welsh mob.

And that they will never forgive the `lying scum` that is julie taylor johnson for what she did to them or me.

I am 100% confident that both boys will never forgive or forget her various boasts outside the gates of Hilltop School.

When I was sent to prison she was overheard saying "I did it I got him locked up" adding "I`ll be having a good drink tonight"

And boasting "The best thing I ever did was having an affair - I lost Sam and Adam - but I got the house"

But those comments getting back to us wasnt just down to her boasting within earshot of other mums at the school gates.

She also sent both boys a number of `spiteful` emails which are now in the hands of Social Services.

Outside Hilltop she `celebrated` when I was sent to prison, the boys put into care and then made `homeless`.

When she heard Sam and Adam were living in a hostel she laughed sneering "Good" and when they were moved to a rundown housing estate she found it hilarious.

She sent vile emails calling them "Chavs".

But she hadnt done her `homework` as both boys dont live in "Alcatraz" - they live on the edge of the new part of the estate.

So once again she acted with hate in her heart and hadnt got her facts right.


If they really want to honour my memory they will never talk to the evil slag who cheated on the three of us with a perverted pimp, a supermarket worker, a copper and then kept my dad`s death from us.

A women who took my daughter, stole my money and took there home.

I now my boys will never forgive or forget the boast she has made to various people.
She has bragged:
"Having an affair with was the best thing I ever did - it lost me Sam and Adam - but sleeping with richard got me a house"

Even as death looms I can still take a positive from a negative - I might be dying but I will go to my grave knowing that both boys will never betray me.

They will always be loyal to my memory.

Alive and ill I have never asked SAM and ADAM to disown taylor or her low-life family, they decided to do so because of her disgusting behaviour and adultery with grimson, flemming and tibbs junior but when I`m dead I know the taylor family will try to get at them.

For 20 years they hated me alive and in death they will set out to destroy my good name and smear my character.

This is why I have written a "wish list" and a number of instructions for Sam and Adam plus various timed and dated letters for PRINCESS.

I know both boys will never betray my memory and will always remain loyal to the dad who "loved them to bits.

They must never forgive or forget what the selfish and spiteful taylor did to them or me - the serial adultery, the lies to the police that got them put into `care` and there `devoted dad` sent to prison, stealing my money and their home plus 101 other "crimes" that I will repeat in my last letter.

And worst of all siding with her perverted boyfriend when he violently threatened and verbally sexually abused them.

I am 100% confident that SAM and ADAM will carry out my wishes and never betray my memory because they will always love me as much as I loved them.

There will be NO "step-dads" or various "uncles" taking my place or filling my shoes.

Why have I written this list?

It goes without saying why taylor tops the list - but "for the record".

1. Eight months of adultery - October 2004 to June 2005.

2. The `sexual disease` - December 2004 to January 2005.

3. Stopping me from seeing my daughter June 2005 to March 2011

4. Allowing grimson her perverted pimp boyfriend to violently threaten and verbally sexually abuse my children - June 2005 to March 2007.

5. Lying to the police and Social Services to get me put in prison and the boys into care.

How about that for starters?

Now for the taylors.

My x mother-in-law and former grandmother to my kids provided 6 months of false alibis about shopping trips to Basildon when jtj was out and about with grimson.
She lied that her daughter was visiting Medoc Close when she was really at 40 Hyde Way.

Mr taylor who when I told him that grimson was violently threatening and verbally sexualy abusing his former grandchildren rather then protect them or go to the police - he complained to the courts and my solicitor that I was "harrassing" him.

I have timed and dated copies of my letters to him alerting him to the vile and disgusting behaviour of his daughters `lover` and he did nothing.

That is nothing apart from accusing me of "harassment" and if anyone doubts any of the above I have obtained a handwritten timed and dated letter he signed and sent to my solicitor. The original will appear in the book.

And now for the `welsh mob`. How did sharon williams - sister of jtj react when she was informed by me that her former nephews and niece were being violently threatened and verbally sexually abused by grimson?

Did she report the former pimp to the police?

No.

She sent a handwritten letter to my solicitor acussing me of "harrasment".

I have obtained a copy of her letter which will also appear in The Punk Poet.

It is fortunate that both letters are handwritten as they can not deny writing them. And as I have timed and dated copies of the letters I sent them they can never claim that they were unaware of the violent threats or the verbal sexual abuse.

Vile and disgusting behaviour carried out by grimson and `covered-up` by julie taylor johson.

The fact is that every one of the taylor family knew that grimson boasted of sick and perverted sex sessions involving both my 5-year-old daughter and ex-wife.

As did sally prevost who also did nothing to protect my children - but who was happy to give jtj alibis when she started her affair with grimson.

And if there are still any doubters out there the book will also include quotes lifted direct from court statements which confirm:
"Both boys suffered as a result of a campaign of terror and harrasment by richard grimson"

These will not be my `words` or my opinion but quotes from Judgements, Social Services statements, Cafcass reports, legal documents and police records.

And as you know all these people `hated me` and until recently were `taken in` by the lies of julie taylor johnson.

But even they in 2006, 2007 and 2008 criticised her for doing nothing about the vile and disgusting behaviour of her peverted boyfriend richard grimson.

QUOTES to follow asap...

Legal Documents Social Services Statements & Medical Records

"The truth the whole truth and nothing but the Gospel truth 2005 to 2011" but dont just take my word for it as this Chapter will include extracts from all the original documents that were put before the "Mickey Mouse" courts of Southend, Chelmsford, Colchester, Romford and Basildon plus the `kosher` High Court in London.
I am legally allowed to do this because Lord Justice Mumby lifted all reporting restrictions related to my case.
On this blog version I will be `lifting` quotes from Social Services & Cafcass documents and comments from various Judgements.
But in the book I will be using photo-copies of the original documents.
The reader will be able to see how Social Services, Cafcass and even the judge all condemned the behaviour of perverted pimp richard grimson and see how the judge criticised julie taylor johnson for refusing to deal with the fact that her boyfriend had violently threatened and verbally sexually abused our three children.
Taylor still tells her family and friends she had no affairs and that Adam never caught her with flemming or half-naked and "in the act" with grimson.
And she lies about the verbal sexual abuse and violent threats her perverted boyfriend inflicted on her children.
But I am about to publish the comments of social workers and the words of the judge. And in doing so I will expose her as a blatant liar.