The Real Me

These are extracts from the final chapter that will only appear in the second edition of The Punk Poet.
This updated copy will also include naked or at least topless pictures of my ex-wife Julie Taylor Johnson.

I Get Knocked Down But I Always Get Up Again

This Chapter will only appear in the second print of THE PUNK POET.
In recent weeks we have been evicted, slept rough, been made homeless, lived in a hostel but have just been re-housed in a 3-bed semi.
As always I seem to "land on my feet" and "come up smelling of roses" and hopefully we will soon be relocated to Appletree Way Wickford or at worse one of the nearby streets.

Cockney Rebel Personality Profile

Garry Johnson

Portrait Of The Artist As A Consumer


"I wish I`d been born a orphan or was an abandoned baby found in a shop doorway because having `selfish parents` fucked me up.
They ruined my childhood and to be honest screwed up most of my adult life - but what can you do about it?"

It was a roller-coaster ride with far more highs then lows but I enjoyed every minute of it because I never let things get me down.

But now is the time to get off.


These are the Records, TV Shows, Films and people that helped me to defy the odds and have a what I thought was a `Happy Life`.

I am a proud Atheist but when it comes to music I am a devout Catholic.


Song That Is To Good For Any List - ZIGGY STARDUST by DAVID BOWIE


Top 50 Singles:

1. Anarchy In The UK - The Sex Pistols
2. Love Will Tear Us Apart - Joy Division
3. White Man In Hammersmith Palais - The Clash
4. Someone Like You - Adele
5. No Woman No Cry - Bob Marley
6. Eton Rifles - The Jam
7. Fairytale Of New York - The Pogues
8. Live Forever - Oasis
9. Nothing Compares To U - Sinead O`Connor
10. Tomorrow Belongs To Me - Alex Harvey Band
11. Under Pressure - David Bowie & Queen
12. Pretty Vacant - The Sex Pistols
13. All The Young Dudes - Mott The Hoople
14. Strange Town - The Jam
15. Absolute Beginners - David Bowie
16. Teenage Kicks - The Undertones
17. Bankrobber - The Clash
18. Starman - David Bowie
19. Oliver`s Army - Elvis Costello
20. Walk On The Wild Side - Lou Reed
21. Come Up And See Me Make Me Smile - Cockney Rebel
22. School`s Out - Alice Cooper
23. Substitute - The Who
24. Wonderwall - Oasis
25. Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana
26. Angels - Robbie Williams
27. Sweet Child Of Mine - Guns And Roses
28. Revolution - The Beatles
29. Creep - Radiohead
30. Saturday Night Beneath The Plastic Palm Trees - The Leighton Buzzards
31. My Way - The Sex Pistols
32. The Killing Of Georgie - Rod Stewart
33. Three Lions - Baddiel & Skinner and The Lightning Seeds
34. It Hurt So Good - Susan Cadogan
35. Skinhead Moonstomp - Symarip
36. You Cant Always Get What You Want - The Rolling Stones
37. Rebel Rebel - David Bowie
38. Uptown Top Ranking - Althea & Donna
39. My Way - Frank Sinatra
40. Silly Games - Janet Kay
41. Every Breath You Take - The Police
42. Born To Run - Bruce Sprinsteen
43. Golden Years - David Bowie
44. Stay With Me - Rod Stewart and The Faces
45. Up The Junction - Squeeze
46. Everybody Hurts - REM
47. Waterloo Sunset - The Kinks
48. Virginia Plain - Roxy Music
49. Life On Mars - David Bowie
50. Suburban Rebels - The Business


Television Top 20:
1. Minder
2. Only Fools And Horses
3. The Office
4. The Inbetweeners
5. The Simpsons
6. Gavin And  Stacey
7. Knowing Me Knowing You (Alan Partridge)
8. Fawlty Towers
9. Have I Got News For You
10. Mock The Week
11. Never Mind The Buzzcocks
12. I`m Alan Partridge
13. Eight Out Of Ten Cats
14. The Sweeney
15. Benidorm
16. Would I Lie To You?
17. Whatever Happened To The Likely Lads
18. The Apprentice
19. Shooting Stars
20. The Harry Enfield Show
21. Little Britain
22. Porridge
23. Extras
24. Dragon`s Den
25. Coronation Street / great comic moments


Sex Symbols:

Superior to all Others - To Good For a List KATE MOSS
and Julie Johnson in her black open crotch fishnet body stocking.

1. Debbie Harry (Blondie heyday)
2. Wendy James (Transvision Vamp)
3. Joanne Guest
4. Kimberley Davies (Neighbours 1990s)
5. Daniella Westbrook (pre-nose job)
6. Patsy Kensit (pre-fat ankles)
7. Amanda Holden
8. Ulrika Jonsson
9. Susan George
10. Britt Ekland (Rod Stewart era)
11. Nina Carter (Page 3)
12. Lindsay Lohan (Blonde prison mugshot)
13. Ola Jordan
14. Denise Van Outen
15. Twiggy (1960s - cheekbones to die for)
16. Annie Jones (Neighbours 1990s)
17. Suzanne Mitzi (Page 3)
18. Angie Best (when married to George)
19. Jilly Johnson (Page 3)
20. Angie Bowie (Ziggy Stardust era)

***1989-2005 "Julie Johnson"


Hitler`s Disciples:
1. Pervert pimp richard grimson
2. Jean Marsh
3. Charles Alfred Johnson
4. Joyce and Tony Taylor
5. Ian Huntley and  Myra Hyndley
6. Sally Prevost (Griffin) and Paul Wellings
7. Extreme Militant muslims, Zionist jews, Born Again Christians
8. Neil Kinnock
9. Tony Blair
10. Gordon Brown
11. Arthur Scargill
12. John Hunter
13. Nipper Read
14. Bertie Smalls
15. Winston Churchill
16. Gerry Adams
17. Jordan
18. Spurs
19. Sharon Shoesmith
20. Social Workers


Bands:
1. The Sex Pistols
2. The Jam
3. The Clash
4. The Stone Roses
5. Oasis
6. Rod Stewart And The Faces
7. Cockney Rebel
8. The Beatles
9. The Who
10. The Buzzcocks
11. Roxy Music
12. The Rolling Stones
13. Mott The Hoople
14. Blondie
15. The Velvet Underground
16. Madness
17. U2
18. Blur

Albums:
1. The Rise And Fall Of Ziggy Stardust And The Spiders From Mars - David Bowie
2. Never Mind The Bollocks - The Sex Pistols
3. Setting Sons - The Jam
4. Transformer - Lou Reed


Heroes:
1. David Bowie
2. George Best
3. Rod Stewart
4. Paul Weller
5. The Kray Twins
6. The Great Train Robbers
7. Al Capone
8. Guy Fawkes
9. Bob Marley
10. Johnny Rotten


Fictional Heroes:
1. Arthur Daley
2. Del Boy
3. Robin Hood
4. Jesse James
5. Homer Simpson
6. Alan Partridge
7. David Brent
8. Jay Cartwright

Songwriters:
1. David Bowie
2. Paul Weller
3. Bob Dylan
4. Bob Marley
5. Lou Reed
6. Noel Gallagher
7. Ian Hunter
8. Elvis Costello

Sporting Heroes:
1. George Best
2. Mike Tyson
3. Alex Hurricane Higgins
4. Bobby Moore
5. Steve Ovett

Fashion:
1. Mod
2. Skinhead
3. Punk (attitude not the clothes)

Funny Fellas:
1. Frankie Boyle
2. Ricky Gervais
3. Jimmy Carr
4. Frank Skinner
5. Jonathan Ross
6. Paul Merton
7. Dame Edna Everage
8. Micky Flannagan


Actors:
1. Arthur Daley
2. Ray Winstone
3. Michael Caine
4. James Cagney
5. Timothy Spall
6. Danny Dyer

Films:
1. The Man Who Fell To Earth
2. The Long Good Friday
3. The Krays
4. Lock Stock
5. Basildon Babe starring Julie Taylor Johnson***
6. Get Carter
7. Villian
8. Essex Boys
9. A Clockwork Orange
10. Scum
11. Football Factory
12. The Italian Job
13. Outlaw
14. Green Street
15. Angels With Dirty Faces
16. Quadrophenia
17. Toy Story
18. Sexy Beast
19. Lady Sings The Blues
20. Silence Of The Lambs


Songs To Play At My Funeral:
1. My Death - David Bowie
2. Rock`n`Roll Suicide - David Bowie
3. Angels - Robbie Williams

How Many People Have I Truly Loved In My Life:
1. Sam Johnson
2. Adam Johnson
3. Lucy Johnson
***1989-2005 Julie Johnson


Food:
1. Marmite On Toast
2. Peanut Butter Crispy Rolls
3. Tuna Fish and Crab Sticks
4. Pie and Mash
5. Boost Bars
6. McDonalds Strawberry Milkshake

Drink:
1. Lucozade
2. Tea
3. Pils lager
4. Vodka
5. Red Bull

Substances:
1. Speed
2. Cocaine

Personal Beliefs:
1. Honesty is the best policy
2. Always support the underdog
3. Never forgive and never forget
4. The best fueds are taken to the grave

Life Changing Incidents:
1. The best thing I ever did in my life was getting Married because it gave me 15 years of happiness plus SAM, ADAM and LUCY
2. The worst thing I ever did was getting Married - I got hurt, I was betrayed and I lost my daughter, house and money.

With hindsight:
1, I should not have invited both parents to my Wedding,
2. I should have behaved at school and got a Education

Greatest Sayings:
1. "I wish I knew then what I Know Now"
2. "Never forgive and never forget"



The End

Julie Johnson and Grimson: The Perverted Pimp / New Evidence

This New Chapter about the Wickford pervert and Shotgate Slut Julie Taylor Johnson - aka Julie Johnson will appear in the second edition of The Punk Poet.

My ex-wife admitted to affairs with former pimp and child abuser richard grimson and Southend copper ian flemming - but for some reason denied peter pud tibbs - did she think it was okay for a married woman to sleep with two boyfriends - but find 3 affairs to be morally wrong?

Since 2005 she has continued to see both grimson and flemming and added fat gary (a bald Wickford plastic gangster and in his own mind a Canning Town `face` and `best friend` of DC - LOL), paul wellings, vinnie, a Benfleet divorcee and Walthamstow barrow boy to her list of conquests - but the only one I truly hate is grimson.

He is much more then my ex-wife`s lover he is a pimp and a pervert.

The child abuser was protected by taylor-johnson and her partner in crime ginger prevost.

As I only obtained this new evidence about him at 7am - it is for now just in note form.


Wednesday September 8th 2010:


Wow - what an unexpected start to the day. I logged onto Facebook and found a message from a relative of the perverted pimp richard grimson.

At first I did not respond as I thought it could be a `wind-up` and something else to do with my ex-wife or her friends - the motley mob of Sainsburys workers and Spurs supporters who have been `hacking` into my Facebook.

But this time it had nothing to do with her `manky mates` who look and behave like rejects from The Jeremy Kyle Show.

This lady was genuine and provided dates and photographs proving her genuine Family link to the perverted pimp.

I gave her my personal email address and she made contact.

As I have suspected all along his violent behaviour against my young sons (who were 12 and 10) and the verbal sexual abuse of my daughter (who was then 5) was not a "one-off`.

It seems that his bullying behaviour dates back 15 years - and that my daughter was not the only `little girl` who was a victim.

His relative - I repeat his relative has told me that the girl who is now a teenager is "terrified" of the perverted pimp.

It seems that my ex-wife and children were not the only ones to `suffer` at the hands of this woman-hating bully.

The relative describes grimson as a "control freak and a bully who intimidates women and children" and has given me vital information about his sick behaviour - which earlier I forwarded to my Legal Team and Social Services.

I will of course be using this dramatic "new evidence" at my Court Case in November - it is early days - but I am hoping the relative will make a signed statement for the court.

I will not name the lady relative in the updated version of The Punk Poet or on Facebook unless she gives me permission to do so.

I am keeping her identity `private` as I dont wish to put her at risk from the perverted pimp.

The lady who to me seems to be a decent and respectable mother has "genuine concerns" for the safety of her teenage relative.

I repeat the young girl is "terrified" of the perverted pimp.

And as I`ve been told by both Social Services and the Police that my ex-wife `monitors` my Facebook page I am making this offer to the former Julie Johnson who is now known as Julie Taylor Johnson.

If you were to contact me via Facebook messages or private email GazzaJohnson123@hotmail.co.uk - I would willingly pass on the conatct details of grimson`s concerned relative.

You could then hear first-hand that your `child-abusing boyfriend` has a long history as a bullying control freak who terrorises women and children.

I make this offer because no doubt you do not believe that I have been contacted by a relative of the perverted pimp.

Like you I was sceptical and before I made `friends` with the lady on Facebook I checked to make sure she was 100% genuine - and she was.
I asked "how did you find me?"

And she replied "I was worried about a teenage girl who told me she is terrified of grimson - so I googled his name and found you"

She then provided photographic evidence - and as you know better then most - "sorry I couldnt resist that" - the camera never lies.

So it is up to you wether you want to hear the truth about your perverted boyfriend and also help a `innocent young girl` who is living in fear.

You did nothing to `help or protect` my children from the perverted pimp but I sincerely hope you will do something to help his latest victim.

I am not `holding my breath` but do genuinely hope I hear from either yourself or one of your low-life friends.

Surely not everyone in your circle can approve of child abuse and support a perverted pimp terrorising innocent children and bullying defenceless women.

But as they say "time will tell".

You can either `stand up` and do the `right thing` or once again `turn a blind eye` but the fact is at the end of the day we are all judged by our actions.

The power is in your hands and the ball in your court.

And remember since 2005 I have stated on oath and in print that your perverted pimp boyfriend was a woman hating bully who terrorised your former sons and verbally sexually abused our daughter.

You didnt believe me and sided with a `nonce` against your own `flesh and blood` and refused to believe or accept that you walked out on your family for a low-life pervert who worked as a pimp and terrorised women and children.

The big question is "have you got the guts to contact his relative and find out from another mother what your perverted boyfriend is really like?"

To be honest I dont believe you have the `bottle` or the `moral fibre` to face up to the truth and admit you was 100% wrong.

The fact is you owe it to my children to find out the truth. You also owe it to the innocent young girl who is still living in fear of your perverted boyfriend.

And in a way you also owe it to yourself to know the truth.

The boys know the truth they told you grimson was a bully who threatened them with violence and verbal sexual abuse.
They told you about his sick and disgusting sexual comments about a little girl.

You turned a deaf ear and called them "lying little shits".

Will you also call his relative a liar"?

MONDAY SEPTEMBER 13th

Earlier today I heard from the relative of perverted pimp richard grimson and `surprise surprise` my ex-wife had not been in contact with her - though my son has.

So for the sake of a innocent young girl I make this second genuine offer that does not involve any form of contact with me.

If as I am told by Social Services, the Police and my Legal Team that you really do monitor my FB page please do the following.

Go to my Facebook Page and scroll down to `Recent Activity` - you will not have to be Sherlock Holmes to find out the identity of grimson`s relative.

As her name is not Debbie, Rebekah or Sarah.

I cant publically name her in case I put her in danger...but between you and me her name is EMMA... I did promise to be discreet lol.

But like you she is blonde, a mother and lives about 60 miles from Wickford.

Added Clue:
The lady lives in a town we visited for Adam`s Football - I know that on it`s own doesnt help - but one night you, me, Sam, Adam -  had to travel back in `thick fog`.
It was so `bad` we had to follow a petrol tanker along the motorway to see where we were going and we passed turn-offs for both Colchester and Chelmsford.
If you still aint guessed - The location is somewhere I once wanted us to live and also the place my low-life poor excuse for a dad wouldnt take me for a Football Trial cos he said "it was too far".

Another `tip-off` - the concerned Mum of two does the same sort of job as your mother!!!

You have a `moral duty` to make contact and help a young girl who is `living in fear` of grimson because you have done nothing since 2006 to protect our children from your child-abusing boyfriend.

As you know you refused to go to the police and press charges against grimson.

My last word - how would you feel that if by doing NOTHING grimson went onto `seriously hurt` this innocent young girl?

And talking of "innocent young girls" let`s not forget what my ex-wife did to our then 5-year-old daughter.
She put her in danger.

Julie taylor johnson allowed a little girl to live under the same roof as pervert pimp richard grimson at 10 Carswell Gardens Wickford Essex.

She knew the perverted `child abuser` had boasted of `sex sessions` involving the three of them.
Julie and her parents knew he had bragged to Sam that he took porno pictures of them in bed together.

The dog ugly bow wow ginger prevost also knew and laughed when SAM told her - how do we know this ?

SAM had the phone on loudspeaker.

This was admitted by grimson to the police - told to Social Services by Sam, Adam and myself but still she allowed him to share her home and bed.

Every other Mother I spoke to in Basildon, Wickford, Southend and London was `disgusted` and all said "How can she have sex with a bloke who has boasted of `sex sessions` with her own daughter?"

The police, Social Workers have all said the same - even corrupt Judge Newton - who was `infatuated` with Julie and `conned` by her lies was moved to say that grimson`s behaviour was "disgusting".

Now Julie Taylor Johnson thought she was being `very clever` by getting two fat females to repeat her lies in court - I aint kidding - her barister and solicitor were uglier then the "Fat Slags" that appear in Viz magazine.

True her lies got her the house, car and all the money - but they "lost" her Sam and Adam forever.

They were appalled and disgusted when they heard how her dyke-looking barrister said in Court:
"Mr Johnson why are you so obsessed with watching the boys play football? Mrs Johnson says that before the divorce you showed no interest in there football"

Now both boys knew that was a blatant lie as from the age of Five I had attended every football match and training session they were involved in

Everyone who knows me can confirm that as fact.

She also allowed her barrister to claim "Mr Johnson you are a danger to your children and more dangerous then a bag of heroin"

Those are just 2 of the blatant lies she asked her corrupt legal team to put to the Court.

But those lies and all the others that appear in the book means she will never be re-united with Sam and Adam.

Likewise her affairs mean she will never be on the Guest List for their Weddings, Engagement Parties or Christenings.

Adam caught her `kissing` copper Ian Flemming and at 3pm in the afternoon half-naked and `at it` with pervert pimp grimson.

The three other `affairs` we cant prove.

As Sam and Adam never actually saw her with Peter Tibbs Junior, Vincent Hymas or the mystery man at the Baildon Night Club.

It was some wanker called Tussauds who told Adam "My brother-in-law Peter is going out with your mum"

Adam beat-up his son - and Sam tried to put one on Mr Tussauds but he hid behind his wife LOL.

It was a little girl who said to Sam at a Contact Centre in November 2007 "I`m going to a wedding with mum and Vinny" - we discovers that was her Sainsburys work-mate Vincent Hymas.

And the other man - well we dont have a name - but two mums from Football have told us how they saw her dunk and `all over a bloke` at The Festival Leisure Park in November 2004.

The fact is no legal team can get her off those `charges` and that is why SAM and ADAM will never have her in their lives.

As the saying goes "If you cant do the time - dont do the crime" and she has a life sentance.

Julie has all the money, the bricks and mortar - but she no longer has the flesh and blood. I have the boys because I told the truth and didnt lie, cheat or commit adultery.

She thought she could have five affairs and keep her sons - but Sam and Adam decided they didnt want a mum who slept around and who allowed a perverted pimp to violently threaten and verbally sexually abuse them.

That was a fact in 2005, is fact now and will still be a fact 10,15, 25 years from now.

Raoul Moat And Me

I never met the bloke yet in a way I do feel some sympathy for the killer but before you judge please let me explain.

He aint no hero but like me he was being `abused` by Social Services and the former "love of his life" was stopping him from seeing his daughter.

That is where my sympathy starts and ends.

Moat shouldnt of shot the copper, the mother of his child or `fatally wounded` the boyfriend who was in the `wrong place at the wrong time`.

But the only truly `innocent` person was the blinded policeman. Sam Stobbart was a `love cheat` and Brown was sleeping with a "married women".

As the saying goes "What goes round comes around".

Stobbart proved what a low-life character she really is by selling her `adult fairy story` to the NOTW but how much of her `blood money` will she give to the family of her dead boyfriend or the shot cop?

The copper will never again see the smiling faces of his wife and daughters yet Stobbart whines "I`ll never be able to wear a bikini"

If she had a conscience or a decent bone in her body she`d spend the rest of her life wearing a burkha and doing charity work.

Let me explain why I feel a sort of link with Raoul Moat.

I spent the Friday night he was executed by the police watching the whole thing on SKY with my eldest son Sam.

This was unusual because he never stays in on a Friday night - but together we watched every second.

Adam saw the beginning and got back to watch the finale but as strange as it sounds watching the whole thing with Sam was more like therapy then entertainment.

He made comments and asked questions that I had to answer.

All week Sam and Adam had read the headlines in The Sun and watched various clips on SKY and to them Moat was a sort of `anti-hero`.

They didnt know he was an alleged child abuser or wife beater they thought he was a gangster on-the-run.

Like me they love rebels and always support the underdog.

The three of us "changed sides" only when it was revealed that the cop had been blinded and our thoughts turned to his family.

It was 7pm Adam was about to go out and Sam was just out the shower as I returned from doing the Euro Lottery.

I switched the telly from SKY Sport to SKY News.

Moat had been spotted and was surounded by armed cops.

Sam and me spent the next 7 or 8 hours glued to the box - this was a event about a `total stranger`- that turned into a Father and Son `bonding session`.

I was asked a lot of questions that enabled me to give answers and reveal thoughts I had kept to myself.

Sam:
"You should of done what Moat did"

Me:
"What shot your mum?

Sam:
"No, her boyfriend" adding "I hate her but you cant shoot the slag coz of Little Princess "

This was my moment.

"Do you really think I should of killed grimson?"

Sam:
"Yes"

"Did I let you down by doing nothing?"

There was silence.

"Go on tell me what you really think"

Sam:
"Not let me down - but I wish you`d done him - and Grandad Chas says the same"

Now I knew this which is why I aint seen or spoke to my dad for about 18 months.

Since my dad found out about richard grimson threatening and verbally sexually abusing his grandchildren he has been `on my case` saying "Why aint you done anything about it? If I was 20 years younger I`d sort him out"

Sam still visits his grandad and revealed: "Chas says the young you was wild and trouble and would of done something about it"

I explained they were both sort of `right" and admitted I did feel "guilty".

The thing is since I stopped being a teenage tearaway and a `single bloke` without any responsibilities I have always analysed everything.

Only once did I lose `control` when along with two heavies I paid grimson a visit - luckily for him and me - he was out.

We parked on the drive of 40 Hyde Way Wickford - we waited for about 15 minutes - but drove off because of nosey neighbours.

Sam remembered this as one of the two blokes who came to 22 Bridge Road was about 6ft 6in and Adam was so `impressed` he brought his mates in to stare at him.

And apart from March 2006 when grimson was visited by a couple of `proper people` from London just days after boasting of sick `sex sessions` with my daughter I have kept control of my emotions and bided my time.

If I had a pound for everyone who has told me "If I was you I`d kill the pervert" I`d be a millionaire.

But a friend, a genuine tough guy - who is also very wise said: "Dont ruin the rest of your life for 30 seconds of pleasure"
adding:
"A mate of mine is doing life and hardly sees his kids"

So I answered Sam`s question by saying:
"I know I let you, Adam and Princess down by not killing grimson - dont you think I`d love to do what Moat did to the boyfriend?"

Adding:
"But I would of missed all your birthdays, weddings, football matches, meeting your girlfriends, you becoming dads - would you of wanted that?

Sam:"Of course not"

Me:
"It`s alright Chas and everyone else saying `I`d do the bastard` but looking after you and Adam is more important then my pride"

Adding: "I promise you that If I get cancer or I`m given months to live with my dodgy heart I will kill him.
I`ll do months for the bastard but I aint doing life for the paedophile"

Sam: "I aint a kid anymore - if I see him again I`ll do him for what he did to me, Adam and PRINCESS"

I talked him out of it saying "You`ve got your whole life ahead of you - I will sort it before I die"

And I will - that`s why I aint `scared of death".

I dont want to die - I want to see my children get married and have kids of their own - but being told I only had "months to live" would allow me to execute a perverted pimp.

There is always a positive to every negative - and in my book a glass is always `half full` rather then `half empty`.

We both agreed that Moat was right to `shoot` the boyfriend - but should of wounded rather then killed him.

Chris Brown knew that messing with a `married woman was wrong.

I explained to Sam that every bloke in prison or serving in the Army worries about his wife cheating on him.

As the evening drew on with Domino`s being delivered and many a can of Red Bull (me) and Fosters (Sam) being sunk our conversation focused more on us and less on Mr Moat.

I told Sam how the hardrive of the main computer contained `vile and abusive` emails from his former mother to Adam.

We each have a personal laptop - but share the old Dell computer that is set-up in the lounge and taken by the police everytime they recieve a `false and malicious allegation` from ms johnson.

And despite half-a-dozen checks the only incriminating stuff on the hard-drive are emails from a certain Julie Taylor Johnson.
She accused Adam of being "mad" and "evil" for telling everyone about her boyfriends.

I explained that Adam had done nothing wrong and how those images will stay with him forever.

I know because when I was Thirteen I caught my dad snogging his latest `fancy women` on Barking Station and I never got over the `shock`.

It will be worse for Adam because he caught his mum half-naked and `at it` with perverted pimp richard grimson.

In court she lied "It was 3pm but I was only in my underwear because I had just got up from working nights"

Nice try - but a `blatant lie` as it was 3pm on a Saturday afternoon and she worked Thursday nights and never on a Friday.

Plus at Mid-day when Adam left for the Hilltop School Fete she was fully dressed and up and about.

These are facts that Adam, Sam and me will never forget.

Freedom Of Speech

Freedom Of Speech 2010
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Quotes from the author:
"Feelings change but memories dont" - "Facts are facts" - "The truth is the truth and at the end of the day it will always come out"

A few words from the author:
"As you know solicitors encourage the telling of lies following matrimonal breakdown because when mud is slung some always sticks and good reputations are lost, even when the `victims` are innocent"


Statement by the Author


This Chapter will only appear in the second edition of The Punk Poet and will include this very important update.

August 2010:

Just heard from my former solicitor who revealed "Ms Johnson is not disputing the content of her medical records - she just wants to know how you obtained them"

I explained:

"I discovered them in my Legal Bundle"

So it looks like Julie now accepts I was telling the 100% truth about her `sexual disease` and having Depo-Provera birth control injections 6 months before she left in June 2005.

Thus proving I was telling the truth about her adultery and confirming Adam was not lying when he told me he walked in on his mum half-naked and `at it` with her pervert pimp boyfriend richard grimson.

June 2010:

The latest report from a top Forensic shrink appointed by the Local Authority declares:
"Mr Johnson is a `larger than life` character and not mentally ill"

Social Services now say:
"We have always thought that" adding "We never wanted to get involved in the first place - we had no choice because your wife took out Private Proceedings and convinced the judge you was mad"

The Social Worker said to Sam and Adam in a face to face meeting witnessed by me: "I now believe everything you have told me about the bad behaviour of your mother and her boyfriend grimson"

Adding:
"I have always thought of your dad as a great dad who loves you and who only wanted the best for you"

He added: "You might not like me but ask your dad - it was me who personally stood up to your mother and stopped you from being seperated.
She wanted you (Adam) taken away from your dad and Sam and sent to a secret address - but I wouldnt agree to it - isnt that right Garry?"

I nodded and said "yes Peter".

At the end of the meeting Sam declined but Adam did shake hands with Mr Brown.

There is no court in the land or power on earth that can stop me from speaking out and publically naming former pimp richard grimson as the pervert who violently threatened and verbally sexually abused my children.

The perverted child-abuser richard ian grimson formerly of 40 Hyde Way Wickford and 10 Carswell Gardens Wickford now lives in Wisbech - but not far enough away to escape being named & shamed along with his partner-in-crime in Basildon Court and the local press.

I named the borderline paedophile in so-called `Family Courts` at Colchester and Chelmsford and again in print even though at the time I was not legally allowed to go public.

But I refused to be `gagged` and let his `sick crimes` remain a `secret` and for speaking out I was banged-up in Bellmarsh Prison.

That was then and this is now.

The fact is the corrupt judgements of 2006, 2007, 2008 and 2009 do not apply anymore as the High Court have lifted all reporting restrictions.

So his vile, perverted, disgusting behaviour can no longer be swept-under-the-carpet or remain hidden behind closed doors.

And neither can the involvement of his `partner in crime` who turned a blind eye to the perverted antics of her boyfriend and his `attacks` on our children.

The borderline paedophile boasted of sick `sex sessions` involving my ex-wife and 5-year-old daughter so it`s my duty as both a parent and law-abiding citizen to expose his so far `perverted and unpunished crimes`.

I can understand my ex-wife and grimson both being `embarrassed` by the truth coming out but surely they cant be offended.

Humiliated "yes".
Ashamed "yes".

But how can they be offended by the truth? What is the old saying "If you cant do the time dont do the crime".

If they are both `embarrassed and humiliated` by their `secrets` being made public then I say `tough`.

Since June 2005 I have been the `innocent victim` of smears, false allegations and character assasssination.

My ex-wife tells everyone she meets that I am `mentally ill`. This is a blatant lie and I truly hope she repeats this slander when we meet for the first time in a courtroom open to the general public.

Or better still instead of telling these lies behind my back to the police, her family, `new friends` and neighbours accuse me in print - go to the local paper and say "My ex-husband is mad, bad, dangerous and mentally ill".

I would love nothing more as for me it would be Christmas Day come early.

As I have a `medical and legal` document from January 2006 which confirms I am not `mad` and have never suffered from `mental illness`.

The document tells the truth which is why it was with-held from the court and a copy never given to the Local Authority.

Social worker Peter Brown saw it for the first time in May 2010.

And talking of documents I have just heard that my ex-wife is disputing the content of her official, authentic and kosher medical records that I obtained in a legal bundle from my solicitors Harvey, Copping and Harrison.

This is "manna from heaven" as the documents confirm all the allegations I have made. They reveal what she was being treated for and the medication she was on in 2004 and 2005.

I will be now be asking my new solicitors to call her GP as a witness so he can confirm in open court that the medical records in my possession are genuine. I want the world to know they are 100% genuine.

I am looking forward to a public Hearing at Basildon Crown Court and every detail appearing in The Evening Echo.

So far everything has been confined to `secret` Family Hearings and low-key appearances at The High Court in London with only journalists from The Times and Daily Express in the Press Gallery.

I`m confident a front page in the local paper will lead to coverage in The Sun, The Daily Star and News Of The World.

This is because my story has all the ingredients that appeal to tabloid newspapers. It has everything to make great copy and grab headlines.

JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON is a sexy blonde serial love rat, an ex-pub stripper, a former pimp and perverted druggie, adultery, child abuse, porno movies, corruption, wrongful arrests, cover-ups and a grave miscarraige of justice.

I am totally convinced that I will `clear my name` and at the same time get the publicity I have craved since June 2005.

This is the Statement I will make in Court.

I swear by Almighty God to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth.

This is an honest account of everything that has happened to me since October 2004 and is based on the sworn statement I made at The High Court in 2009.

There is also new information I obtained by using The Freedom Of Information Act and by obtaining my `legal bundle` from my former solicitors.

This includes information about secret ex-parte Hearings and the official medical records of my ex-wife.

The content is `dynamite` and explains why she is so embarrassed about them being made `public` and more importantly why they were hidden from the court.

As with the legal document from January 2006 Social Services say "We were never shown these medical records".

This is more cast-iron proof of corruption and a cover-up. A `miscarraige of justice` I would not allow to go unchallenged.

Armed with nothing but the truth I took on the system and won. I lost a few battles along the way - I was wounded but never `killed off` or `silenced`.

Just as I have publically named richard grimson as a former pimp and a pervert I have also reported all those `corrupt characters` in so-called authority who colluded with the lies of my ex-wife to try and destroy me.

Julie was deluded and thought she could get away with `murder`. She started to believe that her legal team were her friends, the police and Social Services her `dogs of war` - but made a fatal error in not realising that the truth always comes out in the end.

She failed to `silence me` because as well as being according to Social Services `like a dog with a bone` I also had `right on my side` and the moral highground.

At present there are investigations into the behaviour of the judge, her solicitors, barrister, the Local Authority, Social Services, Cafcass and the Police.

A top solicitor and legal expert who has read all documents from 2005 to 2010 has told The Times newspaper:
"This is the most corrupt case I have ever come across and for the first time in 35 years I am ashamed to be part of the legal system".

So you see I really do have the moral highground and `right on my side`.

My case is also progressing in The European Court Of Human Rights. But should I die before it gets to court I still wont go away.

It wont be the end of the matter. Sam has already given a interview to a national newspaper and copies of documents are with two MPs.

The case has already been mentioned from the floor of The House Of Commons and appears in Hansard - so `dead or alive` this injustice wont be allowed to `die` or go unoticed.

I have written letters to both Sam and Adam with instructions to carry on the legal fight for justice without me and to make sure they`clear my name`.

And I know they will.

I came into this world with nothing but I am leaving behind 3 beautiful children and taking with me so many happy memories.

The fact is my heart condition is getting worse and my recent admission to Basildon Hospital was my fifth in 18 months.

So I want to put everything on-the-record and in the public domain before it`s too late.

This is the only way I can ensure 100% that there will be no cover-up or re-writing of history after I have gone.

And because I am fed-up with being arrested by the police on the false allegations of my ex-wife I will be using official documents to confirm that I am telling the truth.

Example 1

I have obtained official documents that state:

In December 2006 my ex-wife went to Basildon Police and told them I was planning to kidnap, torture and murder her partner richard grimson.

Example 2
In September 2009 my ex-wife went to Basildon Police and handed over pornographic pictures of herself claiming I had sent them to her.

Example 3
In June 2010 my ex-wife went to Basildon Police and told them I had sent her various emails about the launch of her porno dvd `Basildon Babe / Dirty Dancer`

Three times she has made false allegations to the police.

NEW EVIDENCE:
And a very important point that I will use in my defence is the case of Kerry Katona.

I will produce a copy of the News Of The World (dated 27th June 2010).
On page 13 it reveals how her ex-husband is planning to sell porno tapes of them having sex and of her stripping and being dirty in bed.

What is the difference in what he`s doing and what I am planning to do with `Basildon Babe/ The Best Of Shotgate Slut JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON

The only difference is that Kerry is a bit of a `dog` and Julie is a `stunner`.

I will also mention the private sex tapes featuring Abi Titmus, Paris Hilton and Pamela Anderson - as with Julie - all were filmed behind `closed doors` and in the privacy of their own homes - but are now splashed all over the Internet.

Again I will ask what is the difference between them tapes and my porno films of Julie Taylor Johnson performing various sex acts and dirty dancing?

They might be `celebs` (though Abi wasnt when she made her sex tapes) but apart from that there is no difference between Julie and her fellow famous `porno performers`.

All are blonde, all are sexy, all are `pretty hot` - though I would say my Julie is `hotter` then the three of them put together.

I know I`m sort of biased (being the director, producer, co-star) but having seen them all naked and performing I would say Julie is better-looking, much sexier with a nicer bum and better legs.
And they dont do what she does with a plastic kiddies police truncheon.

I must just say that I dont wish to be compared with the low-life former husband of Kerry Katona.

He is motivated by greed whereas I am only only going public with Julie`s porno pictures and her sex tape Basildon Babe / The Best Of SHOTGATE SLUT JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON because she has stopped me seeing my daughter since November 2007.

Plus I wont be putting them in the public domain until the day after Adam leaves school as I dont want him embarrassed in the playground.

So far only a handful of people have seen the porno pictures or the tapes - three female friends thought they were "shocking and funny" and 3 `new male mates` who did not know Julie found the whole thing `hillarious` rather then `sexy`.

I think they were embarrassed and muted in their `real views` because they knew Julie was my wife.

But because `Loyalty` is a major part of my character I have not shown a single thing to people we knew as a `couple` - I just couldnt do it or betray her like that.

The funny thing is the only `old mate` who asked to see both the pictures and tapes was Paul Wellings - a bloke I was quite close to for 20 years - but who Garry Bushell couldnt stand and described as a "wrong `un".

And Garry was right.

After we split PJ Wellings - who had always fancied my Julie - was on the phone almost begging to see the pictures and tapes - and if he wishes to disagree I still have his email.

More proof he is a `wrong `un` is that he is now `best mates` with Julie. I wonder if she knows of his interest in her `porno performances`?

Others like Steve, Garry, Frankie, Fergie asked to see them - but were only joking - as when I offered they declined.

And in a `funny way` I respected their `loyalty` to Julie.

The three mates who have seen them never knew Julie - two are local and one is a mate from football who lives at Southend.

There is a `funny side` isnt there always?

Some mornings one of my mates takes his kid to the same school as Princess and says to me "The next time I see your ex-wife I`m gonna say `I didnt recognise you with your clothes on`"
Adding;
"Do you think she`ll laugh?"

And the only other two blokes I have shown them to - as I said in court - are two Sainsburys delivery drivers.

In court Julie claimed I sent `porno pictures` to her boss peter Tibbs senior - this was a lie and they were never produced as evidence.

I did this because Julie works at the local Sainsburys - and as I admitted in court - I wanted to embarrass her.

One was a nice old boy who was `shocked` and spluttered:
"I know the face and I`ve seen her at work but never like that" and the other guy was about 30, half-Turkish or something and originally from Walthamstow.

When I shopped online from Sainsbury he was one of my regular delivery drivers and often stayed for a chat and he said:
"Yeah I`ve seen her in the Health and Beauty isle"

Now although at the time - about 3 years ago - I felt `great` at exposing her I aint proud of doing it.

At the end of the day for 15 years she was my wife and `the love of my life` and the `God`s Honest` truth is if she hadnt stopped me from seeing Princess I wouldnt of behaved in such a `disloyal` fashion.

And that really is the truth.

But that was then and this is now - so much has happened since 2005 that I dont have any qualms or second-thoughts about putting her all over the net.

Three affairs, letting her boyfriend violently threaten and verbally sexually abuse our children, refusing to protect her kids, declining my request to report grimson to the police, telling lies to get me arrested, lying to people and saying I`m `mentally ill`, stealing my money, my car, my house and taking Princess away from me - admit it `Dear Reader` when you add all that up - is what I`m doing really that bad?

What`s the embarrassment of `STARRING` in 58 polariods and having your `naughtiest bits` from 11 years of video pornos made into a dirty DVD compared to what she`s done to me?

Can she even imagine how much it HURTS me not seeing Princess?


And another `funny thing` is the bizarre fact that Julie has helped me to `publicise` her own porno past.

A big "Thanx babe" and much appreciated.

Think about it - she handed them over to two coppers - but how many other cops have seen them and now know a local women has made porno films?

The fact is that by trying to `ban them` Julie has helped to promote them.

And I dont think she realised that cases that are heard in Basildon Courts are reported in The Southend Echo.

NEW Evidence 2.

Page 40 of The Sun 3rd July 2010 "Pornographic Photos / Naked Snaps Shame"

It states "As long as pictures were between consenting adults aged over 16 you will no be in trouble with the law"
Adding:
"Once the picture left you, it was out of your control and could be posted on the Internet which could be embarrassing for you"

BUT NOT ILLEGAL.

Example 4
She told Social Services that I was introducing our sons to East End gangsters.

Example 5
She told Social Services that Sam and Adam were on drugs. The fact is my sons are both football and fitness fanatics who dont even drink let alone take drugs.

But for-the-record her boyfriend grimson took drugs (legal and prescription). The perverted pimp has a history of mental illness (check his medical records) and at present my ex-wife lets some fat druggie called gary have daily contact with my daughter.

This plastic wannabe buys `Charlie` from a dealer (with the same name as a character from Corrie and Star Trek) threatened my son with a iron bar - Sam reported incident to Social Services.

Example 6
She told Social Services that our little Princess was not coming into contact with her perverted boyfriend and former pimp richard grimson - but he was a regular visitor to 10 Carswell Gardens - where his BMW was parked outside at all hours.

This fact is now accepted by the Local Authority and Social Services say "with hindsight we should of carried out unnanounced spot-checks at the home of ms johnson and her partner".

These are just three examples of her many lies.

The truth is Sam and Adam visited a movie set where actors were playing East End Gangsters. All the villians on the set were `ex-gangsters` and advisors.

Both boys did meet and visit the home of celebrity gangster Dave Courtney.

She made it out to be dodgy - but it was 100% innocent.

Nowadays Dave is a `showbiz celebrity`and I have met him many times. He was at Garry Bushell`s stag do and at one time we both wrote a column for the lad`s magazine Front.

And both boys have been offered parts in a movie about The Cockney Rejects. It`s true the cheeky chappies have links with boxing and the ICF - but their main claim to fame is being the best punk band to come out of East London.

The truth is when you investigate her false claims there is nothing in them. As my solicitor said and the CPS agreed "She trawls the Internet looking to be offended"

I will be using information lifted directly from official reports.

Various Social Services and Cafcass reports name her boyfriend as richard grimson and confirm that he violently threatened and verbally sexually abused my children. One report refers to him as "the partner of ms johnson"

At different times he was warned about his perverted behaviour by both Wickford and Basildon Police.

I have a letter from Inspector Rustman of Basildon Police advising me to take out a Private Prosecution against grimson.

I have been to the High Court three times and each time I have accused my ex-wife of adultery and grimson of being a pervert and a former pimp.

My ex-wife has confessed to adultery and grimson has admitted to the police that he violently threatened and verbaly sexually abused my children.

So why I am arrested for telling the truth?

Every word in this statement I have said on oath at Chelmsford and Colchester County Courts and then repeated at The High Court.

So why do I get arrested for telling the truth?

Before I start from the beginning let me jump ahead to May 2010.

I obtained a document dated 23rd January 2007 that for 3 years had been hidden from the courts and the Local Authority.

Social Worker Peter Brown admits: "I was never shown a copy of that report" adding "Had I seen it Sam and Adam would not of been taken into care"

He has since told both boys to their faces:
"I now believe everything you have told me about the behaviour of your mother and her boyfriend"

In Court that quote will be `bloody dynamite` as will Mr Brown revealing to Sam, Adam and me:
"We the Local Authority never wanted to get involved in the first place...it was ms johnson who forced our hand by taking out Private Proceedings"
Adding:
"She told us your dad was mad and mentally ill"
He added:
"At one stage she tried to get you two boys seperated and wanted Adam sent to a secret address in another part of the country - but I wouldnt agree to that"

The legal document reveals how my ex-wife went to Basildon Police in December 2006 and told them I was "mad, bad, dangerous and about to kill her boyfriend richard grimson"

But the official report I obtained under the Freedom Of Information Act from the Criminal Justice Mental Health Team states:
"Mr Johnson does not have a mental illness and has no Mental Health problems"

Yet to this day my ex-wife still tells her friends and family that I am `mad`. She told this lie to my former next-door-neighbour Mike Hills of 20 Bridge Road Wickford.

This pompous `victor meldrew` type know-it-all stopped my sons in the street and shouted "your dad is mad" adding "Your mum said he`s a nutter"

He did this on a number of occassions and only stopped spreading this lie when he recieved a warning letter from Wickford solicitors Harvey, Copping and Harrison.

If he wishes to dispute this I have a copy of the letter.

Sam tells me that a female friend of my ex-wife harrasses him on a almost daily basis `slagging me off` and making various claims. He says she has `changed her appearance" but that he still recognises her when she stares at him in Tescos or gives him `dirty looks` in the street.

He describes her as "dog ugly" and "mouthy" and has reported her druggie husband to Social Services for threatening him with a iron bar.

Now I aint a grass - and personally cant stand people who grass - but when it comes to protecting your children normal rules and moral codes dont apply.

I did report grimson to the police because `child abuse` is a `perverted` rather then a `criminal offence`.

I know the name of the fat druggie who comes into daily contact with my daughter - he uses `Charlie` and the name of his dealer - (Star Trek and Corrie character) - but I aint a `grass` and would not report the dealer to the police because he has no connection with my daughter.

But I have reported `fat gary from Canning Town` to Social Services/Cafcass/Solicitor - not because I`m a low-life grass but because he comes into contact with Princess.

I also have a legal letter proving my ex-wife got her solicitors to stop Sam, Adam and me visiting Princess in Basildon Hospital.

I am sure that when she`s older and reads the letter my little Princess will not be impressed by this selfish and spiteful act.

So you see this statement will provide evidence to back-up all my claims.


Example:

My ex-wife can not deny posing for pornographic photos because she personally handed some of the x-rated pictures to the police.
She also informed the courts of the porno poloriods.

Example:
She cant deny starring in pornographic films because it was she who first told people about them.

And as usual she revealed them in such a way to get me into `trouble` and smear my character.

She told Social Worker Peter Brown (who can confirm) "I only did it once or twice to please Garry"

This was her way of suggesting that I in some way forced her to take part.

But as I said to Mr Brown and the videos confirm "Peter they were done over a 12-year period and at various locations"
Adding:
"I know 64 Chestnut Road was a big house but it didnt have 10 bedrooms, five lounges, three bathrooms or half a dozen different staircases"

And further proof that they were filmed at 4 different houses over a 12-year-period is the various hairstyles.

As I said in my books, in various courts and to Mr Brown: "I know I shouldnt of revealed her porno past...but it wasnt done out of spite or to hurt her...I only mentioned the pictures and films because she wouldnt let me see Princess"

Adding:
"I have missed Christmas Days, birthdays, taking Princess to the park...and have only seen her a few times since June 2005"

The last time being November 2007.

All claims I make in this statement I have already stated on oath and in The High Court where all reporting restrictions were lifted.

I have never sent ms johnson a single email and have not spoken to her since January 2006. In fact the only time I see her is in court.

So why do I keep being arrested?

The fact is everything you have read so far I have stated in court, repeated to the press, told the Local Authority, my MP and every legal person I have spoken to.

So why do I keep getting arrested?

The rest of my statement will be supported by evidence from Sam, Adam and a number of other professional agencies and members of the public.


Example:
It was Adam who came home at 3pm and caught his mum half-naked and`at it` with boyfriend richard grimson.

Example;
It was Sam who told the police about grimson boasting to him "I am the man who is f*****g your mum - do you want to see the pictures?
And Princess is in bed with us - do you want to see the pictures?"

Why do I get arrested for saying that - because grimson has admitted it to the police? And my ex-wife has admitted to Social Services that he said it.
It is quoted in both Cafcass and Local Authority reports so why do I get arrested for telling the truth?

MTF from 2004 t0 2010

The Chapter That Doesnt Appear In The Book

This Chapter will be added to the second print but for now it just appears online.

It will be added to answer the latest `tissue of lies` told by my ex-wife in a series of nasty emails to my youngest son.
She lies that it was my fault when he left Southend and says he was wrong to `speak out` about what he caught her doing with boyfriends grimson and flemming.

I will reveal when the picture of my son with Southend United Under 9`s appeared in the local newspaper - it was - as the date of the Evening Echo proves published two years before he left the club.

The picture had nothing to do with my son `walking away` from Southend United - the fact is he decided to leave after `catching` his mum with trainer ian flemming.

And for `speaking out` she accused her own son of being "evil" (and she cant deny this as we have her timed and dated email)

She also accuses him of being "mad" saying "It is hereditary".

There is now a blog called "Why My Son Left Southend United" that sets out the reasons in chronolical order.

My son leaving Southend had nothing to do with me and was 100% the fault of Julie Taylor Johnson (as she now calls herself) and her relationship/affair with trainer ian flemming.
I will tell how Southend Manager Steve Tilson cuddled both my sons at The Runwell Club in Wickford where he patted my son on the head saying:
"I am so sorry about what happened".

We reported flemming to the club and soon afterwards he left.

The latest lies contain not a single word of remorse by Julie.

I dont mean about the affair - I am big enough and ugly enough to cope with that - always have been - it is the abuse suffered by my children that I could not handle.

***Important phone call:

May 27th 2010 and it has just been brought to my attention that my ex-wife has sent Punk Legend and top Fleet Street journalist Garry Bushell a `threatening` email warning him not to write the `sleevenotes` for Basildon Babe.

Gal has laughed this off and will just as he wrote the introduction to The Punk Poet be helping out yours truly with his wonderful turn of phrase.

Back to Football. I have in front of me my sons scrapbook as a 8-year-old player at Southend Utd and the picture from The Southend Echo.
It was a great season for my son as he scored 15 goals in 9 games for Southend United.

So she has told another `pack of lies`.
My son left Southend 2 years after the team photo appeared in The Southend Echo and it was his choice to leave - and against my wishes - I wanted flemming out not my son.

It was a choice `forced` on him by the behaviour of his mother. And as for Southend United not wanting him as recently as September 2009 they asked him back.
But he refused to go as he associates Southend United with his mum`s then boyfriend and trainer ian flemming.

Now I am not a rich man so I would not tell lies about the club or manager Steve Tilson in case they sued me for libel.

So my account of my sons exit from Southend has got to be 100% factual.

This is how it unfolded 2 years after the picture appeared in The Southend Echo as the picture had nothing to do with it.

2005:
Julie gets drunk at a Southend Presentation Evening at Boots and Laces. I witness her flirting with flemming - but as that is how she always acted under the influence of drink - I just put it down to too much Southern Comfort.
2005:
A few weeks later my son tells me about his mum and trainer ian flemming `touching` each other on the coach coming back from a football match and how when he approached she said: "go away".

The bloke is also a copper and I report the affair to Steve Tilson who launches an investigation.

My son refuses to go training at Boots and Laces in case he bumps into fleming.
Southend United refuse to release my son from his contract - fearing he is wanted by a bigger club.

A few weeks after I reported flemming to the club he leaves. But my son still refuses to go training or play for Southend.

All of the above can be confirmed by Southend United and Steve Tilson.

This went on for 3 months and my son was only released from his contract when I threatened to go to the press about Julie and flemming.
The club did not want the bad publicity and my son got his contract terminated. The truth is Southend did not want my son to leave and neither did I.
I tried everything to persuade him to stay at Southend but he is very strong-willed and would not budge.

A few months later at the Runwell Club Steve Tilson was the star guest and presented my eldest with his Player Of The Season trophy for Wickford Town.
Afterwards in the bar he came over and shook my hand saying he was so "sorry" about what had happened at Southend and gave both my sons a big hug.

My son got a extra cuddle and a pat on the head and Steve said "I`m so sorry about how it turned out".
Then said to me "I am so sorry about what happened with there mum"

This encounter was witnessed by about 100 people - the boys friends and the other parents.

Now to all the people who know me and others just reading this - does it really sound as if my son was `thrown out" of Southend United?
The truth is they did everything to try and make him stay.

And luckily for me I have kept a record of everything that has happened to me since the Summer of 2005.
I have boxes of documents, statements, medical records and timed and dated emails - this includes two letters and 2 emails asking me to persuade my son to stay at Southend.

I am more then happy to show them to who-ever would like to read them.

But in `Julie`s World` the truth doesnt matter. She seems to believe that everyone apart from her is a liar.

Take her affair with richard grimson which started in October 2004.

Now not a lot of people know this - but just as I wouldnt risk `lying` about Southend United or Steve Tilson in case they sued me - I wouldnt `upset` this next guy because of his underworld connections.

As I said - not a lot of people know this - but living in Wickford is a close relative of London`s Number One Crime Family.
I am talking about a gang so powerful they make The Krays look like amateurs. I wont name him for obvious reasons - but his first name is Irish and he drives the same motor as Stephen Fry and Noel Edmonds.

Now this guy aint a friend - he is just an aquaintance - but after hearing about my split from Julie he said of grimson:
"Gal, I saw that fat bastard with her loads of times and he was always all over her " adding: "I should of said something to you but you dont like to get involved"

The truth is Julie knows this guy - he`s been to our house and she was once sort of `friends` with his wife.
And-for-the-record one of their sons is still mates with my son.

Now we both knew this guy - he has no `axe to grind` and does not `dislike` Julie so why would he say " I often saw them together and grimson was all over her" if it wasnt true?

Likewise is Steve Tilson a liar?
Is my son a liar?

Julie is still sending my son messages full of self-pity and still telling lies and saying terrible things about me but still refusing to take responsibility or accept any of the blame.

Are we really all to blame for her bad judgement or `bad luck`!
Let me explain.

She puts all the blame on me. But was it my fault or her `bad luck` that my son saw her with flemming?

Was it my fault or her `bad luck` that my son came home at 3pm and caught her half-naked and `at it` with grimson. What a lovely memory for a 10-year-old boy?

And in one message she calls her own son "evil" and has a go at him for telling me about flemming and grimson.

Was it also my son`s  fault or her `bad luck` that the father of Ross Tussauds told him "My brother-in-law is seeing your mum"?
The bloke was referring to her Sainsburys work colleague peter tibbs. I dont know if he was telling the truth or `winding` my son  up - but the truth is he said it to my son.

It is also true that my youngest son gave tussauds a clump and has not spoken to his former friend since.

And is it my fault she has such `bad judgement` when it comes to the new men in her life?

Did I make grimson violently threaten and verbally sexually abuse my children?

Was it my fault that grimson told my son "I am the man who is fucking your mum - do you want to see the pictures?"
Adding:
"Your sister is in bed with us"

A few months ago my son came in and told how her fat friend from Canning Town threatened him with a iron bar saying:
"He said watch it Sonny I`m from Canning Town" adding "Go away little boy coz I`m best mates with DC"

Is that incident also my fault?

The problem with Julie is she cant seperate her lies from the truth.
She can lie to her `new friends` and they`ll believe everything she says because they werent there at the time.

But she cant lie to my chidren because they witnessed everything first hand and know what they saw and heard.

Why does she still claim that my son was wrong to tell his dad what he caught her doing with flemming and grimson?

He didnt do it with malice or to `hurt her` he was just telling the truth.

Likewise my son - was he wrong to phone his Godfather Garry Bushell asking for help about ten minutes after grimson boasted of sex sesssions with my daughter?

And returning to the recent threats made to Garry Bushell. As most of you know GB is a top journalist who has done many a kiss and tell tell in his time.

This is the gist of our converstion earlier about Basildon Babe.

GB: "Is it Julie in the movie?"
GJ: "Yes"
GB: "Was she forced to make the films?"
GJ: "No"
GB: "The only problem with DIY porn movies is if it involves a minor. Was Julie a minor?"
I replied quick as a flash; "No she dressed up as many things but not a miner and she never wore a helmet"
GB: "Was I best man at your wedding?"
GJ: "You know you was:
GB: "So I can say something like `I was best man at her wedding, she was always a stunner but I never knew she`d be a porno star"

GJ: "So your still OK to write the sleevenotes like you wrote the intro for The Punk Poet?"
GB: "Yes"

Adding: "You own the copyright of the movie so what you`re doing is no different from the DIY sex tapes starring Pamela Anderson, Abi Titmus or Paris Hilton"

And he is right. I have just bought a copy of The Daily Sport and it has pages of stuff with adverts saying `send us clips of your cheating ex` or ` expose a love rat`.

Checkout `Essex Housewife`s Phone Sex Flick Sensation` or `Amateur Home Sex Vid Goes Global!`

The fact is there are porn movie clips and x-rated photos of `cheating housewives` all over the Internet.

What makes Julie think she is too `precious` to be exposed?

I am doing nothing wrong as `BASILDON BABE`- `NAKED HOUSE TOUR` - `SHOTGATE SLUT` and `CLACK STOCKINGS AND BLOW JOBS` were filmed with the camcorder we bought together in either Curry`s or Dixons near the KFC on the 127.
They were filmed over a very enjoyable 12-year period in the various lounges, bedrooms or bathrooms at 11 SG, 30 TG, 64 CR and 22BR.

And Garry said "as with your book as long as it contains the 100% truth you cant be done for libel".

So no worries as all the claims I make in The Punk Poet are 100% true and can be proved.

But Garry Bushell despite his Underworld connections and public image as the `bad boy of Punk` does have a `soft side` and strong moral code so I often tease him saying "why have you got some kind of `Loyalty thing` with Julie?"

This is because he has said many times "Gal are you sure you want to do this?" adding "Once you`ve done it you cant turn back the clock - once its on the Net it`s there forever"

And in a way I do admire his `misplaced loyalty` and always reply "Gal I`m doing it because of all the Birthdays, Christmas Days and Summers I`ve missed with Princess.
I`m not doing it as revenge for her 3 affairs but because she has stopped me from seeing PRINCESS and because she allowed her boyfriend to violently threaten and verbally sexually abuse our children"

The blonde beauty appearing on the Internet and starring in `Basildon Babe / DIRTY DANCER and THE SHOTGATE SLUT` is not a `body double` or a lookalike it is the genuine Julie Taylor Johnson.
Just like the facts in my books the camera does not lie. And neither do official documents or reports.

Example:
It is not me who claims Julie contracted STD/Herpes in December 2004 - it is her medical records that I obtained in the legal bundle from my solicitor and not directly from her GP.

Example:
It is not me who says "Julie starting having birth control injections in January 2005" it is stated in her official medical records.

Now I am not a medical expert - but even I know you catch STD/Herpes from sexual intercourse.
And you have birth control injections in January 2005 to make sure you dont have another scare like December 2004.

As I said to Garry earlier and he agreed if Julie does carry out her threat and name him in court it will be `manna from heaven` publicity wise.
We wont have to spend a penny on publicity as Garry is a household name and the media will be crawling all over us.

Plus there is no risk of being done for defimation of character.

What is slander?
Words falsely spoken that damage the reputation of another.

What is libel?
Written words that falsely impugns the reputation of another person.

Well seeing as all I have written is 100% fact - not a problem for me.

Likewise the sexy blonde in the porno pictures, videos and dvd is not a lookalike or a `body double` it is the real Julie Taylor Johnson - so again not a problem for me.

And let`s not forget she personally handed over the pornographic pictures of herself to the police so can hardly deny them now!

It is publicity that I crave. All reporting restrictions have been lifted and the publicity would again allow me to name - as I did in THe High Court that her boyfriend richard grimson, formerly of 40 Hyde Way Wickford - and now somewhere in Wisbech - violently threatened and verbally sexually abused my children.

The former pimp boasted of sick `sex sessions` involving Julie and my daughter - so for me the more publicity the better.
I have nothing to hide and want everything out in the open.

The fact that a relative came home at 3pm in the afternoon and caught her mum `half-naked` with grimson the day before she left.
The fact that both boys told her that grimson boasted of sex sessions with their sister and she said to their faces:
"richard said it didnt happen and I believe him - your lying little shits" . Those are words that Sam, Adam and me will never forget and deserve a larger audience.

As does the report I obtained under The Freedom Of Information Act and is dated January 2007.
It states "Mr Johnson is not mentally ill and has no mental health problems"

This report was with-held from the courts throughout 2007, 2008 and 2009.

It also states: "Ms Johnson reported Mr Johnson to Basildon Police claiming he was going to kidnap, torture and murder her partner richard grimson"

Now I hope JTJ does report me because as my children say and they are 100% correct.

Julie has gone out of her way to tell lies and get me arrested for either writing books or telling people about the sick and perverted behaviour of her boyfriend grimson...but not once...not a single time has she reported his sick behaviour to the police.

Did she report him for threatening her sons with violence?
No.
Did she report him for boasting of sick sex sessions with her daughter?
No.

My family know this and if/when she takes us back to court the whole world will know the truth.
I will have achieved my objective.

So I say bring it on and please give me free publicity for Basildon Babe and The Punk Poet.

In September 2009 Julie sunk lower then I ever imagined. She gave pornographic pictures of herself to Basildon Police and lied that they had something to do with me.

These were graphic pictures that you would see in top-shelf magazines.

I arrived at the Police Station with Ian Ashby a former Met Detective and old friend who had met Julie many times at GB`s house. I think the last time had been a Christening also attended by Ross Kemp, Billy Murray and Dale Winton.

Can you imagine how embarrassing it was for me having to look at naked pictures of Julie with her legs spread apart and have a copper saying "Do you recognise this women?"

This is my wife of 15 years, the woman I loved and mother of my three children exposing her naked body in front of me, two strangers and a old friend who knew her?

It was then that I thought "where is your self-respect and how much lower can you go?" Why was she was prepared to expose herself like this just to get me arrested?

But the Julie of today is not the Julie I knew and loved for 15 years. Her relationship with grimson transformed her from a loving mum into a cheap tart who now hangs out with sluts, slags and druggies.

My son said of her new best mate "some mouthy slag keeps stopping me in the street saying `your mum wants to see you`"
Adding:
"I tell her to `fuck off` but she still says it everytime she sees me". He has reported this harrassment to Social Services.

I repeat he reported it - I only found out about this woman he describes as "dog ugly" and a "skinny mouthy slag" after he reported it.

So much for me `brainwashing` him and telling him what to say or think.

The same goes for the fat druggie who threatened him with a iron bar - my son reported the incident to his Social Worker before he told me saying:
"I didnt want to worry you dad" adding "I knew you`d worry if you knew Princess was coming into contact with a druggie"

This is the same fat plastic wannabee who told my son "I am a face in Canning Town" - I had it checked and he isnt.
And `guess what` none of the `proper people` have ever heard of him.

When this info from my contacts in East London/Canning Town and Woolwich got back to Sam and his mates they burst out laughing.
My concern is why Julie is telling Social Services that this couple are `old family friends` and that I know them.

I was with Julie for 15 years and I never met them once - even now they could stand next to me in a pub and I wouldnt know who they were.

So what is she hiding this time? I only know these people excist because my son and his mates have told me about them.

My son and his mates describe the druggie as a "fat mouthy bastard who buys bags of coke" and the women as a "foul-mouthed slag" and say both are in daily contact with my daughter.

They tell me Fat Boy`s motor is on JTJ`s drive at all hours of the day and night - so therefore coming into contact with my daughter.

But according to my ex-wife I am brainwashing my children and telling them what to say and think.
I hope those reading this book will agree that it doesnt add up.

The truth is her relationship with grimson has ruined her. It has turned a once loyal and honest person into a blatant "liar".

As I say in The Punk Poet "Julie if you disagree with a single line in this book sue me or take a Lie Detector Test"
I even offered to pay for it. I made the same offer to grimson - and I have the dated and timed letters to prove it - and he declined.
And if you`re claiming you are not the sexy stunner appearing in BASILDON BABE then sue or report me to the police.

Look forward to seeing you in court - the only place we have met - but not talked for 5 years LOL.

I Reveal The Dark Secret (Pregnancy)

This extract does not appear in The Punk Poet as I have stated all along that I would not make a single claim or allegation unless it was true and could be proved.

Well I can now reveal `the dark secret` and it has nothing to with my ex-wife and Abraham Olusoji Olowoyo Coker (that came later).

The revelation confirms that pervert pimp richard grimson was telling the truth when he boasted in 2005 about making Julie pregnant.

At the time I thought it was just a `drunken brag` to wind me up.

But the postman has just come with the results of an investigation into her medical records.

Depo-Provero is a chemical that acts to kill a pre-born child`s earliest days of existence. It is a progesterone derivative - it aborts new life.

This is what happened in April 2005 - Ten weeks before she left.

It confirms that grimson gave her herpes in October 2004 and made her pregnant a few months later.

I am not `angry` or `upset` anymore because I have lived with that knowledge since recieving a drunken, rambling phone call from gimson in the summer of 2005.

I told a few close friends - but never went public - because as I have said throughout I will only put my name to facts.

I have held back and only hinted at what I knew in The Punk Poet and earlier extracts.

But now I know the truth I am prepared to go public.

The side effects of Depo-Provera are added proof.

I have stated on-the-record that in the months leading up to Julie leaving I noticed a massive change in her.

She had mood swings, hair loss, gained weight and was so stressed & depressed spent almost a week in bed not talking and acting like a zombie.

The medical records confirm she went from 8st 13lbs to 9st 6lbs. I now know why.

All are side effects related to the use of Depo-Provera and Medroxyprogestorone.

For the record I obtained her medical records in a Legal Bundle from my solicitor.

A Political Prisoner

I wrote my novel THE GANGSTER OF SLANG as Garry Jackson but was imprisoned under the name I was given at birth.
Now is the time for me to tell my story in my own words.
I`m going to state my case and set the record straight about my arrest, ex-wife and her boneheaded boyfriend.

This is my chance to reclaim my reputation and clear my name. Let me start with my wrongful arrest in January 2007.

Four coppers turn up at my house and arrest me for planning to kill my ex-wife, her boyfriend and five others.

Does that make me a would-be serial killer?

Now the thing is I am "guilty" of murder. I did put three bullets into the head of a child abuser but only on the pages of a book.
The low-life pervert was still walking the streets of Wickford - and at the time spending 50% of his life with his common-law wife Emma and my ex.

He was commuting between double beds in Hyde Way and Carswell Gardens on The Wick.

I was arrested in front of my eldest son and bundled into a police car. On my arrival at Basildon Police Station I was treated like Public Eneny Number One, surrounded by 8 cops and 3 people from the Mental Health Department.

They inform me that I `mad` and a `danger to society`.

Apparently I had mental problems - which was news to me - but they do say you learn something new every day - but I was not convinced.

It was like something from One Flew Over The Cuckoos Nest with me in the Jack Nicholson role.

I was interviewd by the White Coat Brigade for about 90 minutes and then banged-up in a freezing cold cell.
A few hours later I am taken from my windowless cell by three burly uniformed cops for a cosy chat in another tomb of a room.

I have not got a clue what is going on or why I have been arrested, but it soon becomes crystal clear.
They read a statement from Julie and it is so full of lies, hate and spite that it`s hard to believe I was married to her for 15 years.

It was so obvious that she had been told what to say by her corrupt solicitors - about who I have launched an official complaint.

She is smart -she is clever but she aint that devious or nasty to of concocted this tissues of lies by herself.

I kept thinking - She committed adultery, she walked out on the family - so why is she behaving like a woman scorned?

The whole thing didnt make sense, my arrest, her pure hatred for me or the allegations that I am about to commit mass murder.

She `conned` the police 100% - so much so - that in September 2009 she would again try again to have me banged up.

The second time she handed over pornographic pictures of herself to the police - claiming I had sent them through the post - they were shown to me in front of my solicitor - who said afterwards - "I always knew she was a looker - but those pictures were something else"

Let me explain - the solicitor who got me off in 2009 was a personal friend of Garry Bushell - and had met the fully-clothed Julie many times at GB`s house and the Phoenix Apollo at Stratford - but this was the first time he had seen her naked.

He now had something else in common with Garry Bushell - and more then likely half the cops in Basildon Police Station LOL.

Two plain-clothed detectives enter the room - I know their names - but lets say Dumb and Dumber.

The male had a Brummie accent and the other was a very pretty female of the species.

Mister Plod was Fred Flinstone without the loincloth and it is soon pretty obvious that Lady Cop models herself on Lisa Maxwell from The Bill.

I am a face to face with a caveman cop and a wannabee `Charlie`s Angel`. They tried to enmgage me in conversation but for almost two hours I stuck to "No comment" and amused myself by imigining the female cop in a Baywatch swimsuit.

Fred lacked the wit and charm of a Burton`s dummy and she lacked the brains to go with her good looks.

She was dead cute and he was brain dead.

Let History Judge Me

I wrote my revenge novel THE GANGSTER OF SLANG as an introduction and taster for THE PUNK POET. Plus it was a naughty novel and contained quite a few x-rated scenes. I revealed `bedroom secrets` and exposed my ex-wife as a porno actress and former pub stripper.

Why consider the feelings of a women who betrayed you I hear you ask?
It is true she had three affairs in the 8 months before she left me for perverted pimp and child abuser richard grimson, but for 17 years she had been the love of my life - and so I decided to protect her reputation.
And for 15 or those years she was a wonderful wife and mother of my three children - so morally I felt I owed her.
But trying to protect her identity and reputation was not enough for my ex-wife and I ended up in a Maximum Security prison accused of being `mad` and about to carry out seven murders.
According to the soon to be discredited Dr Best of Pinero House Harley Street I was apparently a 96% risk of becoming a mass murderer.
A complaint against the corrupt shrink is currently under way.
Who was the last person before me in the UK to be jailed for writng a book?
It was Oscar Wilde.
This time there is no danger of my ex-wife getting the law to act on her behalf as The Punk Poet has been read and given the `all-clear` by a media lawyer.

Locking people up for `telling the truth` and writing books was common practice in Nazi Germany of the 1930s and Soviet Russia in the 1960s - but who would of thought the same thing could happen in Essex 2007 ?
I have a background of writing biogrophies about celebs like David Bowie, Rod Stewart and Ozzy Osbourne but THE GANGSTER OF SLANG was my debut novel.

It got five star reviews on Amazon and write-ups in the National Press. Garry Bushell called it a "classic gangster novel".
But somehow it got a lifetime ban (that what they said at the time LOL) and the planned movie version by American producer Frankie Fallon was put on hold.
Well the lifetime ban wasnt worth the bit of paper it was written on - and proof of that is this book.

The Punk Poet is just a updated and re-written version of THE GANGSTER OF SLANG and no Judge can do a thing about it.
My autobiography is now a romantic kiss and tell rather then a gangster novel.
But in my defence THE GANGSTER OF SLANG started life as a diary of divorce, a daily account of my marraige break-up and world falling apart.
I was in pieces, sad, bitter and distressed throughout the writing of my misunderstood and mis-quoted novel.
The authorities failed to take on board that although THE GANGSTER OF SLANG was real-life and based on a true story.
I was a writer and not a killer.

They over-looked that I `killed` richard grimson of 40 Hyde Way Wickford Essex in print and not on the streets of Basildon.

When I was arrested grimson was not dead and was still walking around Wickford.

THE GANGSTER OF SLANG was a `sexed-up` version of my diary sprinkled with violence to make it more marketable as the facts on their own were not enough.
I had to invent gangster Harry Harris, create a sleazy strip club and reveal the sex secrets of my ex-wife.
I had no choice because as various publishers said "Who wants to read about a man falling apart just because his wife left him?"

But I knew I had a story to tell, as it was no normal `civilised divorce`. My wife had left me for a former pimp and child abuser.
So my mundane story became a violent and sexy novel and I ended up in prison accused of being `mad` and a danger to society.
My naughty novel contained just one fictional `murder` but I was arrested and banged-up in a Maximum Security prison accused of being about to carry out seven murders.

I was incarcerated and looking at a life sentance on the `word` of my ex-wife, her parents, boyfriend and a soon to be `discredited` shrink.
As when we got to court Dr Best of Pinero House Harley Street retracted his evidence and refused to repeat his allegations/lies on oath and from the Witness Box.

Proof that I was not mad.
I prison I was asked by a shrink "What would you say if I told you richard grimson had been hit by a bus and killed"
I replied "I would be very happy" and the shrink said "A perfectly normal reply - if I was in your position and he done those things to my children I would of said the same.
My wife had three lovers. A cop. a former pimp and a work colleague (could of been 4 if you include the wedding snapper).
As I admitted earlier I did consider a `hitman` for the child abuser - and did visit his house with a couple of heavies - but I decided that the pen was mightier then the sword - and rather then execute richard grimson on the streets I slaughtered him in the pages of a book.

At the time I thought I was doing nothing wrong and still dont. If the cops wont do nothing to punish him and protect my children - why shouldnt I take the law into my hands?

The reason my diary could not be published in its original form was because I was not famous so in 8 weeks I re-wrote it as a gangster novel.
I rushed it without legal advice and apparently did not disguise the identity enough of my ex-wife and her boyfriend.
The actual content of THE GANGSTER OF SLANG was fine and 100% accurate. I just told the truth but it was claimed in `secret` court hearings that I should of changed the names of my ex-wife and her boyfriend.
The content of the book was never disputed and I was never sued by Julie or her perverted boyfriend.

In fact so sure of I was the facts that I pleaded in THE GANGSTER OF SLANG for both to sue me or take a Lie Detector Test.
As expected both declined the offer.

An official legal letter was sent to grimson with me offering to pay for a Lie Detector Test but he declined claiming his `mental history` and medication would not allow him to take part.
I wonder why they declined the offer to clear their names? I know if some-one called me things like a serial adulterer, child abuser, pimp, pub stripper, porn actress I would want to defend ny reputation.

Think about it, if someone had nothing to hide why would they decline a the opportunity to take a Lie Detector Test?
The `odd couple` knew every claim I made was 100% fact - so again in The Punk Poet I challenge both to sue me.
What got me into trouble with the law was not the factual content but the fictional `violence`.

I admit the imagined `kidnapping` of my ex-wife in the Final Chapter was wrong. It was writen in haste and for dramatic effect.
I knew the final pages would make great cinema and look sexy on screen. But the police would not accept that that the `punishment` of my ex-wife was `lifted` from films like A Clockwork Orange and Get Carter but in hidsight it was a mistake and unfair to Julie.

And I have said "sorry" to her for any offence or distress that I may have caused her. My target was always her boyfriend and my violent revenge should not of involved her.
I have for `for the record` written to Julie and apologised for the final Chapter in THE GANGSTER OF SLANG and apologised for revealing details about our sex life and her past.

The truth is I had a great story to tell without turning it into a soft-porn snuff movie meets Confessions Of A Sex Addict.
I had to `sex it up` just like Tony Blair `sexed up` his documents to justify the Iraq War...So this time I have edited with a rod of iron in my role as the seeker of truth and justice.
The final Chapter from THE GANGSTER OF SLANG has been erased and there is no mention of kidnapping and punishment.
For the record Julie Taylor Johnson was not harmed in any way during the writing of this autobiography.
And the sizzling sex scenes and erotic images borrowed from films like A Clockwork Orange and Get Carter have been re-written.
They have been toned down but not left out because a bit of nudity will boost the chances of a movie version. But great news for fans of the original book the perverted pimp and child abuser still gets executed.
Tortured, doused in petrol and shot in the head.
And that is how it should be. The truth is the intended victim has always been richard grimson the janitor employed by Adam and Sons Finance of Southend and resident of 40 Hyde Way Wickford Essex - and never JTJ.
In a way she was also a `victim` as grimson not only took advantage of her - he lost Julie her family...But fans of  THE GANGSTER OF SLANG will not be let down by this cleaned up version as grimson is still wiped off the face of the earth in the most deserved execution since the demise of Saddam Hussain.