The Final Countdown

I`m running on empty but full of energy.

I have not eaten since April 24th - no food but I`ve been on the move all week - visiting London and Southend on a daily basis.

All I`ve had is liquid, liquid and more liquid.
The first 2 days I had Red Bull, Orange Lucozade, tea and McDonald`s Strawberry Milkshakes to line my stomach and fight off the hunger pains - then I `dropped` the shakes and added Ribena and Orange juice but from today no more luxury liquids.

It will just be sweet tea and black coffee. And it should be easy as all weekend I aint got to cook Bacon Sarnies or various pastas.

My youngest  is on a Football Tour of Eire and the big boy is staying at a girlfriends house so `fasting` should be a `walk in the park`.

And apart from the `terrible pains` in my kidneys I feel fine - to be honest it has even reduced the pain in my liver.

But it has `highlighted` my emotions.

Yesterday I saw Adam off at the airport and when he hugged me in front of everyone outside the Department Lounge - I almost went to pieces as I said "Love you have a great time" and when he replied "I will, love you Dad"

I could feel a lump in my throat.

And hours later I got a bit `upset` saying "goodbye" to Sam and he was only going to a party in Basildon LOL.

But we still gave each other a hug with Sam saying "Top man".

Both incidents brought home to me the serious implications of my `Hunger Strike` if it goes to the wire - which it will do - coz I wont give up - will I get a chance to say a final "goodbye" to Sam and Adam?

I know from the previous chapter that they will support my action because as I said I dont want them to see me `sick` or for me to become a burden on them.
They will appreciate me `going out in a blaise of publicity` with a media reported inquest and hopefully a Public Inquiry.

My `Hunger Strike` will mean that the General Public and my sons will have to know the truth as to why I was illegally & cruelly stopped from seeing my daughter.

The British public, the media and Sam and Adam will want to know why a "innocent man" was hounded to death by his ex-wife, a judge and Social Services.
I can sort of `happily" go to my grave as long my children NEVER forgive and NEVER forget that I was MURDERED by JULIE TAYLOR JOHNSON...the former porn star...and girlfriend of perverted pimp richard grimson.


As the MP told my sons "They all want your dad dead".

Solicitor Alan Foskett has already gone-on-record telling The Times newspaper:
"This case is the worst I have come across in 30 years and for the first time in my life I am ashamed to be part of the Legal system"
Adding;
"Mr Johnson was shafted"
And his view of the same judge hearing the Care Proceedings and my Divorce:

"I certainly think it was poor practise in terms of applying the old adage `justice should not only be done but seem to be done` and unwise"

"Hear Hear" to that.

And when I reported this matter to the OJC they dismissed my complaint - not because I had no reasons to complain - but because I had no documents to prove my claim that the same judge had heard both the Care Proceedings and my Divorce.

They were of the opinion that cases are handed out to who-ever is available and that its basically the "luck of the draw" - but I was right and they were wrong - as I have now obtained a legal document that proves 100% that it was not a case of `who was free on the day`.

I have a timed and  dated document (15th April 2008) which reveals that the solicitors acting for my ex-wife personally asked for the same judge to hear my Divorce.

And they made the request ex-parte.

A copy of the document was this week sent to the OJC and my MP.

As has a copy of a legal medical document I obtained under the Freedom Of Information Act from January 2006 which states "Mr Johnson has no mental health problems and is not mentally ill".

It is signed by a Essex Social Services Manager.

I want an inquiry into why this document was kept from me until May 2010.

And also an investigation into why a civil case I brought (on both police and legal advice) against my ex-wife for making "false allegations" and harrassment has been transferred from my local court to Chelmsford.

I started proceedings at Basildon in December 2010 and still dont have a date for the Hearing.

This information has also been forwarded to the OJC and my MP.